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I don't know if she can forgive what I did
I don't know if she keeping the names for them kids
I don't know if she's going to come up with something new
I don't know cause I ain't still heard from you
It's been like three months
I'm asking God to show me a sign, but I still ain't seen one
Steady getting distracted in life fighting all these demons
A.k.a. these pretty women
I done did plenty sinning
No I ain't bragging about it
I'm just saying I ain't too different
Yeah
And that's the main reason why my shawtys gone now
I ain't got no control man I gotta calm down
My life's in disarray but I still got hella faith
I might put on that Kirk Franklin until the storm calms down
I promised you that I would ride until the end
I am out of focus like a camera with no lens
You was riding with me way before I had my Benz
You painted my name of your nails for my gigs
We talked about marriage and thought of names for the kids
Don't know why God use me after all the shit I did
Yeah
You was down to ride way before I was on the road
You was one of seven of them people at my shows
I hate that I embarrassed you and everybody knows
Nobody really knows the way I feel for you
But I hope that you still know that I would kill for you
You see I put all of my soul in these lyrics for you
Girl ain't nothing change I'm still loving you the same way
Ever since I cheated, you think of me I'm insane ways
And you still convinced that I got the same ways
Mmm ouu ohh
You still convinced that I got the same ways

I don't know if she can forgive what I did
I don't know if she keeping the names for them kids
I don't know if she's going to come up with something new
I don't know cause I ain't still heard from you
It's been like three months
I'm asking God to show me a sign, but I still ain't seen one
Steady getting distracted in life fighting all these demons
A.k.a. these pretty women
I done did plenty sinning
No I ain't bragging about it
I'm just saying I ain't too different
Yeah
And that's the main reason why my shawtys gone now
I ain't got no control man I gotta calm down
My life's in disarray but I still got hella faith
I might put on that Kirk Franklin until the storm calms down
I promised you that I would ride until the end
I am out of focus like a camera with no lens
You was riding with me way before I had my Benz
You painted my name of your nails for my gigs
We talked about marriage and thought of names for the kids
Don't know why God use me after all the shit I did
Yeah
You was down to ride way before I was on the road
You was one of seven of them people at my shows
I hate that I embarrassed you and everybody knows
Nobody really knows the way I feel for you
But I hope that you still know that I would kill for you
You see I put all of my soul in these lyrics for you
Girl ain't nothing change I'm still loving you the same way
Ever since I cheated, you think of me I'm insane ways
And you still convinced that I got the same ways
Mmm ouu ohh
You still convinced that I got the same ways