Eelmatic - I am not/I am Lyrics

I am not one of them niggas who just be cap rap
I am not one of them niggas who talk in your face, then go backstab
I am not Rico from paid in full
I am not that nigga who gon lay the wood
Then leave you out to dry like you do clothes when the dryers full
I am not that nigga who's faking
I am not that nigga who actin Hollywood like he made it
I am the same nigga who was cooking beats in the basement
I am the same nigga now you just see me in different places
But I am not, another nigga who gon sweat you
I can be that nigga who sees you and acts like he never met you
But that's only if it comes to that
I am not these niggas who do mumble rap
Imma say it with my chest if it ever come to that
I am not a thug
I am that r&b nigga who loves making love
I am that nigga who needs discipline
I am trying to figure out how the word "fun" and the word "sin" became synonyms
These pretty women tempt me
It complicates my life
I'm starting to understand why Solomon had hella wives
It never plateaus
It's never enough when you let lust grow
I mean I've tried it so I must know
But now I try not to feed into it
I mean thats how we fell off
When I was green to it
No I didn't notice at all
My thoughts effected you more than the things I said
Lust for these women in my head eventually lead to the bed
And that left you broken hearted
And now I'm tryna repair it to get back to where we started
So now I'm shooting my shot hopefully I'm soothing like Harden
Or hopefully like Hubert Davis when he played in the garden
Hopefully we can go back to spending time together in the evening
Hopefully you come back to me like LeBron did Cleveland
Hopefully the things I'm saying ain't too late to mention
And hopefully you're not out there looking for redemption

I am not one of them niggas who just be cap rap
I am not one of them niggas who talk in your face, then go backstab
I am not Rico from paid in full
I am not that nigga who gon lay the wood
Then leave you out to dry like you do clothes when the dryers full
I am not that nigga who's faking
I am not that nigga who actin Hollywood like he made it
I am the same nigga who was cooking beats in the basement
I am the same nigga now you just see me in different places
But I am not, another nigga who gon sweat you
I can be that nigga who sees you and acts like he never met you
But that's only if it comes to that
I am not these niggas who do mumble rap
Imma say it with my chest if it ever come to that
I am not a thug
I am that r&b nigga who loves making love
I am that nigga who needs discipline
I am trying to figure out how the word "fun" and the word "sin" became synonyms
These pretty women tempt me
It complicates my life
I'm starting to understand why Solomon had hella wives
It never plateaus
It's never enough when you let lust grow
I mean I've tried it so I must know
But now I try not to feed into it
I mean thats how we fell off
When I was green to it
No I didn't notice at all
My thoughts effected you more than the things I said
Lust for these women in my head eventually lead to the bed
And that left you broken hearted
And now I'm tryna repair it to get back to where we started
So now I'm shooting my shot hopefully I'm soothing like Harden
Or hopefully like Hubert Davis when he played in the garden
Hopefully we can go back to spending time together in the evening
Hopefully you come back to me like LeBron did Cleveland
Hopefully the things I'm saying ain't too late to mention
And hopefully you're not out there looking for redemption