hard life - living strange Lyrics

And if I've been living strange
It's 'cause I know no better way
It's just what I'm used to
It's what I'm used to

And if I've been living strange
It's 'cause I know no better way
It's just what I'm used to
What I'm used to

Suicidal thoughts
I tell the taxi to drive slow
999, it's a friendly emergency
But fuck knows what I was thinking
I hang myself from the ceiling
It's a real pretty art installation
Just a cry for attention
No life, no reputation
Posthumous recognition
Shit, I'm dead but I'll still take it
Golden gates and I'll still make it
Better than this serial date shit
I'm trying to create bliss
But my head can't take it
I aim straight but I still miss
And I just can't shake it

I've got something
And there's always something wrong
If it's HD, it's too graphic for me
Dumb down this realness, leave me feeling
Nothing
Even if there's nothing wrong
And Sundays with no dopamine
There's no happiness hanging beside me

Please, I wish you'd listen
I was speaking from the grave before they started digging
Who put me into this position?
Dead and buried and entombed with my wisdom
I've gone from fine dining
To piercing the packaging and staying in
A one-man romantic meal, PornHub and chill
How do you think I feel?
Set fire to my ego, it burst into flames
And waking up with a stranger can feel strange
Used a foreign toothbrush for two days
But her toothpaste, it tastes great
But we moved in the same way
Too bad she moved, it's too late
Now it's too late

So if I've been living strange
It's 'cause I know no better way
It's just what I'm used to
What I'm used to

And if I've been living strange
It's 'cause I know no better way
It's just what I'm used to
What I'm used to