D'zaire - TBH Lyrics

I'm where I'm a just because of ya
I don't give a fuck I ain't mad spark another blunt
Stayin in my bag juggin fast for another run all because not shit in life promised
Well aware I'm sad just because of ya
Sticky wit me hurt but still I pass on a double cup
Vibin still lowkey wanna spaz cuz I'm thunder struck
I'm breakin down for real to be honest
But I don't have nothin to say to nobody
Up up away where I wanna be lately and frankly I'm tired of folks tellin me sorry
Gun in my face by the time I was eight honestly I feel safer when keepin one on me
Nun to debate had to run and escape about 2 decades later
I came wit an army like yea it's all g
A few people said we related and yea I talked to em but never dated
A couple years later my ego inflated by shit that I'd do or what people be sayin
I'll never forget what we used to be playin replay in my head everything you would say
Then I tell myself fuck it I'm good either way
Remember that nigga you found that was findin his way up
Who thought he ran into a diamond and got him a Jada
Eventually later wit time you would find that I'm jaded
Rhymin and rhymin away silent when violence enter my brain
It's fine I'm ight I'll be straight
They say that everything heals overtime well this here is mine and I'm finna take it
It's fine I'm ight I'll be straight
They say that everything heals overtime well this here is mine and I'm finna take it
I know I'm feelin bad jus because of ya
But in turn prolly in my bag just because of ya
Doesn't mean I'll be livin fast as I struggle up all because not shit in life promised
But I'll leave it in the past cuz that's where it was
Even though it caused me to drag as I muscle up
Anything left I'm on a path to a subtle rush and I can't bring dead weight to be honest
So please leave me where you found me
Made peace wit the ones that later we'd leave on the ground
And really ain't even astounded kept my head down as I go
Left behind doubt spirit clouded as I jet out on the road
I'm somehow seemingly drownin deep in my demons
And now I feel like they reachin my feet as I'm lettin god take control
And you was keepin me sound until now we speaking too loud at each other
Screamin and shoutin at least compared to our tone
But it's okay I prolly won't say nun
I'll probably use it as fuel to end up way further away from
The pain that it cost me I hate feelin saucy and durin the day
A thought entered into my mind for the millionth time I can't stray from
Thought I can't stray from
Thought I can't stray
And look at that just because of ya
Sittin here puff another drag of another blunt
Doin everything my heart ask as it's comin up all because not shit in life promised
Just because I asked what the fuck was up
You went in gave me all the stats and a runner up
Thank you though I ain't even mad at my suckish luck
Just because at least you was honest

I'm where I'm a just because of ya
I don't give a fuck I ain't mad spark another blunt
Stayin in my bag juggin fast for another run all because not shit in life promised
Well aware I'm sad just because of ya
Sticky wit me hurt but still I pass on a double cup
Vibin still lowkey wanna spaz cuz I'm thunder struck
I'm breakin down for real to be honest
But I don't have nothin to say to nobody
Up up away where I wanna be lately and frankly I'm tired of folks tellin me sorry
Gun in my face by the time I was eight honestly I feel safer when keepin one on me
Nun to debate had to run and escape about 2 decades later
I came wit an army like yea it's all g
A few people said we related and yea I talked to em but never dated
A couple years later my ego inflated by shit that I'd do or what people be sayin
I'll never forget what we used to be playin replay in my head everything you would say
Then I tell myself fuck it I'm good either way
Remember that nigga you found that was findin his way up
Who thought he ran into a diamond and got him a Jada
Eventually later wit time you would find that I'm jaded
Rhymin and rhymin away silent when violence enter my brain
It's fine I'm ight I'll be straight
They say that everything heals overtime well this here is mine and I'm finna take it
It's fine I'm ight I'll be straight
They say that everything heals overtime well this here is mine and I'm finna take it
I know I'm feelin bad jus because of ya
But in turn prolly in my bag just because of ya
Doesn't mean I'll be livin fast as I struggle up all because not shit in life promised
But I'll leave it in the past cuz that's where it was
Even though it caused me to drag as I muscle up
Anything left I'm on a path to a subtle rush and I can't bring dead weight to be honest
So please leave me where you found me
Made peace wit the ones that later we'd leave on the ground
And really ain't even astounded kept my head down as I go
Left behind doubt spirit clouded as I jet out on the road
I'm somehow seemingly drownin deep in my demons
And now I feel like they reachin my feet as I'm lettin god take control
And you was keepin me sound until now we speaking too loud at each other
Screamin and shoutin at least compared to our tone
But it's okay I prolly won't say nun
I'll probably use it as fuel to end up way further away from
The pain that it cost me I hate feelin saucy and durin the day
A thought entered into my mind for the millionth time I can't stray from
Thought I can't stray from
Thought I can't stray
And look at that just because of ya
Sittin here puff another drag of another blunt
Doin everything my heart ask as it's comin up all because not shit in life promised
Just because I asked what the fuck was up
You went in gave me all the stats and a runner up
Thank you though I ain't even mad at my suckish luck
Just because at least you was honest