Dutch Newman, BdotCom - Lose An Angel Lyrics

This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV
Kept you in a good mood
Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me
Kept that drink right in front of me
Getting high on a day-to-day
I can't take more
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
Close your eyes and imagine
Try your hardest to grasp it
The notion of someone you love now enclosed in a casket
The concept's getting to hard to fathom
And poof like magic
Habits made you an addict
Swear I'm bout this close to ending it all
Why would I even think of getting involved
Already lost everything near and dear to my heart
Why in the fuck would I not start feeling this lost
I'm sorry for the times I was pissing you off
Being too focused on my goals to pick up and call
Sick of it all
I was barely there
Even though I knew your condition I was very aware
Couldn't come to grips can't dare to be there
At your deathbed even though the whole family scared
Barely prepared my aunt can't say enough prayers
For the scars in our heart that we will never repair
This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV
Kept you in a good mood
Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me
Kept that drink right in front of me
Getting high on a day-to-day
I can't take more
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
Ever since I lost my mother Schorre
I been feeling like I'm about to go fucking insane
Stuck in restraints
Disgusted
Enraged
Nothing but pain
Pretty much convinced that nothing'll change
I'm conflicted
Prolly should be committed
From all these drugs I'm getting like my ass had a prescription
Split decisions
Addiction became religion
Consistent became sufficient
Condition became malignant
And not to mention all the suicides attempted
Continuing condition got my family afflicted
Couldn't tell from the pain in my eyes
But most of the time that you seen you me I was waiting to die
Hopefully from an overdose
Go for broke til I'm comatose
Doing such and such with so and so
Falling for all the okie dokes
Just so I can get more close to you
Cuz ever since you left
I don't what I'm supposed to do
This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV
Kept you in a good mood
Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me
Kept that drink right in front of me
Getting high on a day-to-day
I can't take more
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for
Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more
Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for
Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more
Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for
Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more
Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for
Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more
I said I'm so cool until I see a picture of you
I said I'm so cool until I see a picture of you
I'm on my own now
Who gon help me out
What I need now is a drink or two
Cuz I can't hear a song or watch a movie and not think of you
I try to see it through
But it's too unbelievable
Now that you're gone from us didn't realize how much I needed you
Sorry I didn't try enough
I gotta find a Dutch
And light it up
But I know that won't get me high enough
Why the fuck couldn't I just find out in time enough
Reminiscing thinking bout when I had it all
All this wear and tear got me drowning in this alcohol
At that time I didn't wanna get that involved
But fuck this addiction has evolved
My hands on cocaine and adderal
Got my mind bouncing up and down like a basketball
It's a thin line between love and hate
You find a bunch of fakes smiling all in your fucking face
All the drugs replaced until you become a waste
You tryna find the love to place
Till you realize you're broken-hearted with a stomachache
You confined and you bout to suffocate
Wait
I must be a glutton for punishment
I keep looking around like what the fuck is this
I need a better circumference
I'm on some other shit
I need to take another trip to the mothership
This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV
Kept you in a good mood
Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me
Kept that drink right in front of me
Getting high on a day-to-day
I can't take more
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel

This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV
Kept you in a good mood
Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me
Kept that drink right in front of me
Getting high on a day-to-day
I can't take more
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
Close your eyes and imagine
Try your hardest to grasp it
The notion of someone you love now enclosed in a casket
The concept's getting to hard to fathom
And poof like magic
Habits made you an addict
Swear I'm bout this close to ending it all
Why would I even think of getting involved
Already lost everything near and dear to my heart
Why in the fuck would I not start feeling this lost
I'm sorry for the times I was pissing you off
Being too focused on my goals to pick up and call
Sick of it all
I was barely there
Even though I knew your condition I was very aware
Couldn't come to grips can't dare to be there
At your deathbed even though the whole family scared
Barely prepared my aunt can't say enough prayers
For the scars in our heart that we will never repair
This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV
Kept you in a good mood
Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me
Kept that drink right in front of me
Getting high on a day-to-day
I can't take more
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
Ever since I lost my mother Schorre
I been feeling like I'm about to go fucking insane
Stuck in restraints
Disgusted
Enraged
Nothing but pain
Pretty much convinced that nothing'll change
I'm conflicted
Prolly should be committed
From all these drugs I'm getting like my ass had a prescription
Split decisions
Addiction became religion
Consistent became sufficient
Condition became malignant
And not to mention all the suicides attempted
Continuing condition got my family afflicted
Couldn't tell from the pain in my eyes
But most of the time that you seen you me I was waiting to die
Hopefully from an overdose
Go for broke til I'm comatose
Doing such and such with so and so
Falling for all the okie dokes
Just so I can get more close to you
Cuz ever since you left
I don't what I'm supposed to do
This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV
Kept you in a good mood
Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me
Kept that drink right in front of me
Getting high on a day-to-day
I can't take more
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for
Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more
Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for
Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more
Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for
Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more
Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for
Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more
I said I'm so cool until I see a picture of you
I said I'm so cool until I see a picture of you
I'm on my own now
Who gon help me out
What I need now is a drink or two
Cuz I can't hear a song or watch a movie and not think of you
I try to see it through
But it's too unbelievable
Now that you're gone from us didn't realize how much I needed you
Sorry I didn't try enough
I gotta find a Dutch
And light it up
But I know that won't get me high enough
Why the fuck couldn't I just find out in time enough
Reminiscing thinking bout when I had it all
All this wear and tear got me drowning in this alcohol
At that time I didn't wanna get that involved
But fuck this addiction has evolved
My hands on cocaine and adderal
Got my mind bouncing up and down like a basketball
It's a thin line between love and hate
You find a bunch of fakes smiling all in your fucking face
All the drugs replaced until you become a waste
You tryna find the love to place
Till you realize you're broken-hearted with a stomachache
You confined and you bout to suffocate
Wait
I must be a glutton for punishment
I keep looking around like what the fuck is this
I need a better circumference
I'm on some other shit
I need to take another trip to the mothership
This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV
Kept you in a good mood
Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me
Kept that drink right in front of me
Getting high on a day-to-day
I can't take more
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel
This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel