dreaming of cali - sorry mama Lyrics

Back when I was 17
I thought the world was mine
Escaped reality
Every once in a while
Spent money on booze and weed
To finally find some peace
In a spaced-out reality
That I wish could be mine
I wish I knew better
I thought I had the answer
I was questioning myself
Didn't know who I was
I wish I knew better
I tried to find shelter
In the ashes of my cigarettes
Trynna learn how to survive
Sorry mama
For causing drama
I was stupid
Yeah, I was dumb
Sorry mama
I was in nirvana
Please forgive me
My heart felt numb
Back when I was 17
I hung out with my friends
Just to later find out
Who would stab me in the back
You told me to go to school
And then get my degree
Instead, I graduated
From living on the streets
I wish I knew better
I thought I had the answer
I was questioning myself
Didn't know who I was
I wish I knew better
I tried to find shelter
In the ashes of my cigarettes
Trynna learn how to survive
Sorry mama
For causing drama
I was stupid
Yeah, I was young
Sorry mama
I was in nirvana
Please forgive me
My heart felt numb

Back when I was 17
I thought the world was mine
Escaped reality
Every once in a while
Spent money on booze and weed
To finally find some peace
In a spaced-out reality
That I wish could be mine
I wish I knew better
I thought I had the answer
I was questioning myself
Didn't know who I was
I wish I knew better
I tried to find shelter
In the ashes of my cigarettes
Trynna learn how to survive
Sorry mama
For causing drama
I was stupid
Yeah, I was dumb
Sorry mama
I was in nirvana
Please forgive me
My heart felt numb
Back when I was 17
I hung out with my friends
Just to later find out
Who would stab me in the back
You told me to go to school
And then get my degree
Instead, I graduated
From living on the streets
I wish I knew better
I thought I had the answer
I was questioning myself
Didn't know who I was
I wish I knew better
I tried to find shelter
In the ashes of my cigarettes
Trynna learn how to survive
Sorry mama
For causing drama
I was stupid
Yeah, I was young
Sorry mama
I was in nirvana
Please forgive me
My heart felt numb