dreaming of cali - confessions Lyrics

I guess that sometimes things just have to fall apart
Cause I know nothing's really ever made to last
Overthinking got me drinking
Contemplating suicide, suicide

And even when I'm falling
I'll be the only one to hold me
And the demons they start crawling
Inside my mind and they keep talking

My mind
Is a prison I'm a captive and I can't escape
My mind
Is a shipwreck I'm the captain and I sink away
And I'm fading slowly, paralyzed
Never been happy nor satisfied
My mind
Is a mess
I confess

I guess sometimes I'm anxious but I don't give a fuck
Cause I know I don't feel nothing but that is just enough
Apathy's the only way to go
And now I know

That even when I'm falling
I'll be the only one to hold me
And the demons they start crawling
Inside my mind and they keep talking

My mind
Is a prison I'm a captive and I can't escape
My mind
Is a shipwreck I'm the captain and I sink away
And I'm fading slowly, paralyzed
Never been happy nor satisfied
My mind
Is a mess
I don't care

My mind
Is a prison I'm a captive and I can't escape
My mind
Is a shipwreck I'm the captain and I sink away
And I'm fading slowly, paralyzed
Never been happy nor satisfied
My mind
Is a mess
I confess