DJ-Z! ft. Jono Supnet - Rainy Days (Interlude) Lyrics

I'm looking into my reflection
All that I need is a connection
Put my soul in it with no protection
Just need to sort out my direction
I am indecisive by selection
Becoming a disease just like an infection
A unique selection, desiring perfection
But all that I'm facing is constant rejection
So I question, why can't I have the old me back?
Where life doesn't go so fast
I need to break out of this trap
Stand back cause I will attack
Don't know who I am anymore, and I am appalled
It's got me feeling like a maniac
Cycles of the panic attacks, I am about to crack
But wait, scrap that
I don't really want to be nothing but me
That means not what society wants me to be
Anxiety made my heart and my mind disagree
Once I believed in me then I was set free
If I'm not doing what I'm loving there's no point in living
If I ain't making my family proud then there's no winning
No point in grudges, stop the stressing, enemies forgiven
I hope you listen to every single lyric that I've written
Success ain't handed to me on a platter
Lot of failure, had some scrappers, heard the chitter chatter
But I kept climbing up the ladder, pulling out the daggers
Add a new chapter to win, questioning
Why I do this?
Cause you really love it
Is it even worth it?
You just gotta trust it
Should I quit it all now
It'll work out somehow,
'Nother nervous breakdown
Picking myself up now, now

Caught in the rain
Caught in the rain
I'm tryna find my way
Doing it different
I'ma persist
Though I cannot light a flame
I'm keeping it real
I'm making these cheques
I do not want to play
No time for sitting
I'm taking a risk
Till you all scream my name

I'm caught in the rain, caught in the daze
Can't seem to remember sunny days
Feeling the pain, coming in spades
Got to get away, I got to let it all fade
I was afraid, so I stayed in the rainy days
Now I'm feeling brave
And nothing's gonna take that away

Caught in the rain
Caught in the rain
I'm tryna find my way
Doing it different
I'ma persist
Though I cannot light a flame
I'm keeping it real
I'm making these cheques
I do not want to play
No time for sitting
I'm taking a risk
Till you all scream my name