Ditchwater - Against My Better Emotional Reasons Lyrics

I'm forced to fight 
One you could never win
Argue just in spite, you're so thin skinned
Do what you must, I can't be touched 
Surrounded by disgust, your pains your crutch 

And I know just what you wanted
And I know you're just not real
I'm holding on to nothing
But that's not how it feels

I did all I could, to give all I had
Didn't do any good, all you saw was bad
Forced myself to stand, to be proud of who I am 
Stand back and wash my hands, I don't give a damn

Why can't you give in
Just one time, just one sin
Show me your human