Digress - why would i Lyrics

I'm not fucking happy, why would I?
When I wanna die
Gotta make it big before I'm 30 or I'll sacrifice my life
And dine with demons that tried to lie to me
Said they'd help me but in spite, they strive to fucking thieve
I'm not fucking happy, why would I?
When I wanna die
Gotta make it big before I'm 30 or I'll sacrifice my life
And dine with demons that tried to lie to me
Said they'd help me but in spite, they strive to fucking thieve
Watch me spit through my teeth I feel like I am full metal
So many things on my plate I stay up
I never settle
All these people causing ruckus then they skate
Then they skate
Everybody's running from they fate
From they fate
Everyone's running
From
Everybody's running from something
I am so lucid I'm more than I can justify while I live this way
But I guess it doesn't even matter when you can't admit
When you can't even sleep and you try and try
I'm not fucking happy, why would I?
When I wanna die
Gotta make it big before I'm 30 or I'll sacrifice my life
And I'll dine with demons that tried to lie to me

I'm not fucking happy, why would I?
When I wanna die
Gotta make it big before I'm 30 or I'll sacrifice my life
And dine with demons that tried to lie to me
Said they'd help me but in spite, they strive to fucking thieve
I'm not fucking happy, why would I?
When I wanna die
Gotta make it big before I'm 30 or I'll sacrifice my life
And dine with demons that tried to lie to me
Said they'd help me but in spite, they strive to fucking thieve
Watch me spit through my teeth I feel like I am full metal
So many things on my plate I stay up
I never settle
All these people causing ruckus then they skate
Then they skate
Everybody's running from they fate
From they fate
Everyone's running
From
Everybody's running from something
I am so lucid I'm more than I can justify while I live this way
But I guess it doesn't even matter when you can't admit
When you can't even sleep and you try and try
I'm not fucking happy, why would I?
When I wanna die
Gotta make it big before I'm 30 or I'll sacrifice my life
And I'll dine with demons that tried to lie to me