Digress - proud of me Lyrics

I don't know if you're proud of me
I tried to figure it out but I never see
Fundamental breakdowns every single day
When I ponder why the hell I am this way
It all stems from things I can't really remember
It depends if you still love me in December
I reckon my friends don't wanna kill the ember
Ember
They don't wanna put me out
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
Fundamental
Breakdowns every single day
When I ponder why the hell I am this way
Then I walk around wondering what's going on
Another fucking mental storm I can't win
Gonna go hard and hopefully something
Will happen and change up a new
I don't know what the hell I should do
How I feel is irrational
And I don't take the pills
To make it better
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me

I don't know if you're proud of me
I tried to figure it out but I never see
Fundamental breakdowns every single day
When I ponder why the hell I am this way
It all stems from things I can't really remember
It depends if you still love me in December
I reckon my friends don't wanna kill the ember
Ember
They don't wanna put me out
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
Fundamental
Breakdowns every single day
When I ponder why the hell I am this way
Then I walk around wondering what's going on
Another fucking mental storm I can't win
Gonna go hard and hopefully something
Will happen and change up a new
I don't know what the hell I should do
How I feel is irrational
And I don't take the pills
To make it better
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me
I don't think you're proud of me