Diffuser - New High Lyrics

My life is fading sick and tired of wasting time
My back is breaking underneath all these lies
This feels like second best I'm trapped in false content
My cup is half empty And dripping with envy
Right now I'm feeling that no ones gunna help me out but myself

I'm looking for a new high
I don't wanna get left behind
I'm looking for a new high
Trying to get the feeling right

No motivation elevation is hard to find
I'm not impatient but everyday is a common grind
My head is spinning round I need to straighten out
My cup is half empty but that don't upset me
Right now I'm feeling that no ones gunna help me out but myself

too much of the same routine has held me up
But I'm willing to leave the past within the past
I have to believe I've finally had enough
The first step is the hardest one to make