Dexxx, Merkules - On My Own Lyrics

Dex what up
This that
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me music
This that
Somethings going on inside my head music
This that
This that therapy

You really got me feeling all bad
I've been going up since
I decided not to call back
I'm just praying I don't fall back
Lot up on my plate
Having trouble eating all that
But I came a long way
Really did the most just to get my song played
Got alot up on my chest drink a fifth of Bombay
Went from making minimum to killing shit like John Wayne

Now tell me are you really riding with me
Am I a fool for adding you to my team
Now a days it's getting harder to look at you
When did this become a daily routine
I don't even trust a soul now
Only way to get it gotta get it on my own now
I don't even trust a soul now
Only way to get it gotta get it on my own now

Dex told me I should get it on my own
Gotta figure out my goals
But I'm drinking his patron
I got alot of trauma and its still inside my soul
I aint tripping I just feel like it has really payed a toll
Baby please don't waste my time
I see one red flad and I change my mind
I don't think you should stay the night
Cause all you give a fuck about is Facebook likes look
Back then shit was going down hill
You wont ever relate to me you don't know how that feels
I promise you wont ever find no one this real
And to be honest I don't owe you that still
Now I'm really getting money off this music
Showing love to everybody I've influenced
And thats the reason that I've come to the conclusion
Its fuck yall this time I've run out of excuses
You could still see the scars on my skin I survived it
Whenever it gets harder to win I'm still thriving
Take a look at all this shit I've accomplished
No matter what they said I did it regardless
I wont go through the torture again
I can't get lost in the fortune and fame
Its been morbid of course I'm at war with my brain
But I made it from the floor to the stage its Merk

Now tell me are you really riding with me
Am I a fool for adding you to my team
Now a days it's getting harder to look at you
When did this become a daily routine
I don't even trust a soul now
Only way to get it gotta get it on my own now
I don't even trust a soul now
Only way to get it gotta get it on my own now
Now tell me are you really riding with me
Am I a fool for adding you to my team
Now a days it's getting harder to look at you
When did this become a daily routine
I don't even trust a soul now
Only way to get it gotta get it on my own now
I don't even trust a soul now
Only way to get it gotta get it on my own now