DERRICK JAY - TearsOfPity Lyrics

Hold back my tears
I can't cry bruh
I keep my mouth close to see
If you lie much
People switching every day
Can't stress it
I just grind, bruh
I'm a grown man
Gotta keep going
Or my time's up
Hold back my tears
Since nobody gives a flying fuck

Suicidal thoughts every day
I'm not fine, bruh
Smile on my face
But, inside I wanna die
Fuck
Doing whatever I can
to stay alive, son

I'm trying
Yeah, I'm really trying
You say you care about me
Why you lying
I'm a piece of shit
Let me quit
I'm done applying
Pressure they need
To apply pressure
When they hear the sirens
When I'm on the floor, dead
Body turn into ashes

These bitches don't build with me
They want build a status
Complicated lifestyle
This shit some takes practice
Tears of pity
Death is my palace