DeezNuts - Another Sorrow Joint Lyrics

She told me I was worse than weird
I'm hurt and tears invert I see a perfect sphere
I trip but on the surface I just walk away and curse a smear
I'm burnt but I unearthed this cuz I lurked beside my worth was seared
Like I didn't deserve a different person I was cursed with fear
But now I'm battling life with a bat and a knife
A semi automatic pen and pad and a mic
I'm not available to not be on the way to you
If something happens god forbid I'm not the one to save the toots
I'm consciously ok with moving on to different things to prove
I'm not beyond becoming so subconsciously array it spooks
A cause or need to say the dudes a monster innovated thru
Your constant inner monologue to taunt me with the way the truth
Makes me take a step back and disengage the jet pack
Cuz this arrangements been conveyed to quit enslave the set back
See for most of my life I was encroaching the light
Exposed being so hopeless leading with dope in the pipe
Became a total scene of groping fiends that indulge in the hype
And eloped to bring my smokin steam up stokin the strife
But now I've broken open overdosins over I'm a ghost in motion
Floatin thru the growth without a throat choked out in frozen focus
If giving you my energy to just become my enemy
Was all there was to come of this than I was just pretending we
Were anything but just a fucking glimpse of where my ending leads
And I should just go grab a gun and lash out with a grin and squeeze
Painting lies to shape these lives entangled in these angry vibes
Each angle left deep stains on sheets he'd lay upon each place he lied
Cuz everything comes crashing down when analyzing after hurt
Your passion tries to sabotage your hand in life and trash it's worth
You scan the tries and grasp onto the phantom times you hadn't searched
For something else to pantomime with family time and happy words
But who can make delusions safe when using makes your moods reshape
You choose each waking movement racing foolishly to broom the ache
I'm past the point of passive poignant sadness all I cast and void
I lash out on these tracks so I don't stand back in my past destroyed
I'm castor Troy my raft deployed I came back from the crash avoiding
Ever taking steps that point to any where the trash is toyed
I've crucified the old me and induced the eyes that's on me
Moving my entirety's so crucial I'm beyond free
Never slaving to fear again
Forever changing the mirrors image
I was blessed to stare at fate and reject those things he dared that didn't
Change a thing but how much time I gave to what my aim became
Razor blades without just lines i blazed and ate a maze reclaimed
A stage for taking days to make a craving die to play the game
And starve completely paving ways to hardly keep your slaving sane
Forever on my livest shit won't ever try reviving when
The devil stated lies and I accepted what my life had been
Truth conveyed to brutal bass and grooves that came to boot from J
Grouping pain and moves from in my youth that left a crucial stain
Excuses made cuz stupid age and too much in the loop was weighed
As proof the play was dufus made a doomed in state confuse the ways

She told me I was worse than weird
I'm hurt and tears invert I see a perfect sphere
I trip but on the surface I just walk away and curse a smear
I'm burnt but I unearthed this cuz I lurked beside my worth was seared
Like I didn't deserve a different person I was cursed with fear
But now I'm battling life with a bat and a knife
A semi automatic pen and pad and a mic
I'm not available to not be on the way to you
If something happens god forbid I'm not the one to save the toots
I'm consciously ok with moving on to different things to prove
I'm not beyond becoming so subconsciously array it spooks
A cause or need to say the dudes a monster innovated thru
Your constant inner monologue to taunt me with the way the truth
Makes me take a step back and disengage the jet pack
Cuz this arrangements been conveyed to quit enslave the set back
See for most of my life I was encroaching the light
Exposed being so hopeless leading with dope in the pipe
Became a total scene of groping fiends that indulge in the hype
And eloped to bring my smokin steam up stokin the strife
But now I've broken open overdosins over I'm a ghost in motion
Floatin thru the growth without a throat choked out in frozen focus
If giving you my energy to just become my enemy
Was all there was to come of this than I was just pretending we
Were anything but just a fucking glimpse of where my ending leads
And I should just go grab a gun and lash out with a grin and squeeze
Painting lies to shape these lives entangled in these angry vibes
Each angle left deep stains on sheets he'd lay upon each place he lied
Cuz everything comes crashing down when analyzing after hurt
Your passion tries to sabotage your hand in life and trash it's worth
You scan the tries and grasp onto the phantom times you hadn't searched
For something else to pantomime with family time and happy words
But who can make delusions safe when using makes your moods reshape
You choose each waking movement racing foolishly to broom the ache
I'm past the point of passive poignant sadness all I cast and void
I lash out on these tracks so I don't stand back in my past destroyed
I'm castor Troy my raft deployed I came back from the crash avoiding
Ever taking steps that point to any where the trash is toyed
I've crucified the old me and induced the eyes that's on me
Moving my entirety's so crucial I'm beyond free
Never slaving to fear again
Forever changing the mirrors image
I was blessed to stare at fate and reject those things he dared that didn't
Change a thing but how much time I gave to what my aim became
Razor blades without just lines i blazed and ate a maze reclaimed
A stage for taking days to make a craving die to play the game
And starve completely paving ways to hardly keep your slaving sane
Forever on my livest shit won't ever try reviving when
The devil stated lies and I accepted what my life had been
Truth conveyed to brutal bass and grooves that came to boot from J
Grouping pain and moves from in my youth that left a crucial stain
Excuses made cuz stupid age and too much in the loop was weighed
As proof the play was dufus made a doomed in state confuse the ways