Decks - the eleventh hour Lyrics

I can't imagine how exhausting
It must be just to want me
In the peak of October; flaunting
What it's like to be seen
I won't live out this dream
I knew it at seventeen
That you'd haunt me, you'd haunt me

Come inside
What're we doing standing here?
Cold as ice
I guess there's no point acting cavalier
It's my right
To want to be angry, I don't want to be angry, but it's all that's here
I won't bite
You couldn't get that reaction, now could you?

Take me, break me
I know lately
I haven't been at my best love
It isn't all what it seems so
Make me stay please
It's been fading
I know it's all evocation
You know I'd never erase it

Well, it's all in the past, that's fine
I wonder what could've been that night
I'm always down on my luck in spite
Of all the times that you proved me right
(What're we doing standing here?)
(I don't wanna be angry but it's all that's here)

Come inside
What're we doing standing here?
Cold as ice
I guess there's no point acting cavalier
It's my right
To want to be angry, I don't want to be angry, but it's all that's here
I won't bite
You couldn't get that reaction, now could you?
(Now could you?)