Decks, Svnam - confide Lyrics

I'd drop everything
If it meant
All of this
Would come to an end
Cuz this past year's been living hell
And I'm spending it in a cell
And frequently I find
That maybe it's not right
To sleep when the sun's up
And sing in the moonlight
But I can't go back now
Gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town
I gotta get out of here
So many things that I've come to fear
I don't know where I can go from here
Cuz everybody wants to hold me near
I never wanted attention
Needed an outlet, now I'm representing
All of my problems are used as a weapon and i'm just the target,
There ain't no defending for me
There's a cold wind blowing through my hair
And I'm losing my grip on what I thought was my confide
I can't seem to breathe the same as I did in the face of relief
'Cause there's an anchor on my back
And it's weighing me back to the sea
I'd drop everything
If it meant
All of this
Would come to an end
Cuz this past year's been living hell
And I'm spending it in a cell
And frequently I find
That maybe it's not right
To sleep when the sun's up
And sing in the moonlight
But I can't go back now
Gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town

I'd drop everything
If it meant
All of this
Would come to an end
Cuz this past year's been living hell
And I'm spending it in a cell
And frequently I find
That maybe it's not right
To sleep when the sun's up
And sing in the moonlight
But I can't go back now
Gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town
I gotta get out of here
So many things that I've come to fear
I don't know where I can go from here
Cuz everybody wants to hold me near
I never wanted attention
Needed an outlet, now I'm representing
All of my problems are used as a weapon and i'm just the target,
There ain't no defending for me
There's a cold wind blowing through my hair
And I'm losing my grip on what I thought was my confide
I can't seem to breathe the same as I did in the face of relief
'Cause there's an anchor on my back
And it's weighing me back to the sea
I'd drop everything
If it meant
All of this
Would come to an end
Cuz this past year's been living hell
And I'm spending it in a cell
And frequently I find
That maybe it's not right
To sleep when the sun's up
And sing in the moonlight
But I can't go back now
Gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town