Decks - saline Lyrics

Bottles on my desk so I don't look back
Think I got the symptoms of a heart attack
Fuckin up my system so I write that
Put all of my pieces in a notepad

I can't see the road everything is gray
I can feel my heart drop, how the times change
Memories in my pocket feel like our remains
I thought I was good now, what a shame
Tell me you love me, then leave on the daily
I'm fuckin exhausted, I'm swimming in saline
What is the difference, if you fuckin hate me
Between what is lost and what's goin to save me

I'm losing it
I melt into your touch and then I'm bruised and it hurts
I'm scared of fucking up cuz then I'll be at my worst
I'll fade into the grass and let you keep all my shirts
Cause I know you still care
I know you'll be tattered
I can't fucking leave
But my mind has been scattered
All over the place now
Just wait for the breakdown
Not scared to be face down
I've been there before
I've been there before

(I'm losing it)
(I melt into your touch and then I'm bruised and it hurts)
(I'm scared of fucking up cuz then I'll be at my worst)
(I'll fade into the grass and let you keep all my shirts)

Bottles on my desk so I don't look back
Think I got the symptoms of a heart attack
Fuckin up my system so I write that
Put all of my pieces in a notepad

I can't see the road everything is gray
I can feel my heart drop, how the times change
Memories in my pocket feel like our remains
I thought I was good now, what a shame
Tell me you love me, then leave on the daily
I'm fuckin exhausted, I'm swimming in saline
What is the difference, if you fuckin hate me
Between what is lost and what's goin to save me

What's going to save me?