Decks - good light pt. 2 Lyrics

It's hard to focus on life as of late
I'm simple and losing my name
What good does it do to be brave
When I'm always right back to this place?
I wanted to think there was more to life
I hoard advice from all my peers
You know that it hurts when the words are right
I'm sure that I could dry your tears
I knew how it felt to be empty
But without you I'm barely alive
The rain on my window is melting my wishes
Of things being different this time
I really hope you've got it figured out
I know it hurts to see me now
Sunsets and unrest and moonlight
Rewrite the past for the last time
I'm stuck again at a red light
Eyes close tonight as you pass me by
I never thought I would feel like this
Say the word and I'm yours again
I know I shouldn't just give in
But in the end, you're the one that I've always wanted
I'm sorry for being the worst
And kicking my thoughts to the curb
I know that the truth isn't easy but
I could get over myself and the hurt
I'm speaking my mind for the first time
I'm trying to put up a fight
You know how it's been for me lately
I wish you were here tonight

It's hard to focus on life as of late
I'm simple and losing my name
What good does it do to be brave
When I'm always right back to this place?
I wanted to think there was more to life
I hoard advice from all my peers
You know that it hurts when the words are right
I'm sure that I could dry your tears
I knew how it felt to be empty
But without you I'm barely alive
The rain on my window is melting my wishes
Of things being different this time
I really hope you've got it figured out
I know it hurts to see me now
Sunsets and unrest and moonlight
Rewrite the past for the last time
I'm stuck again at a red light
Eyes close tonight as you pass me by
I never thought I would feel like this
Say the word and I'm yours again
I know I shouldn't just give in
But in the end, you're the one that I've always wanted
I'm sorry for being the worst
And kicking my thoughts to the curb
I know that the truth isn't easy but
I could get over myself and the hurt
I'm speaking my mind for the first time
I'm trying to put up a fight
You know how it's been for me lately
I wish you were here tonight