Decks - fable Lyrics

Ain't shit hard for me at all
I been down so much I forget I know how to ball
I can't get enough when I'm with you I want it all
I've been up I cannot fall
Hit the pen then dip, I'm writing fables on the wall
Hear my story loud, I'm quiet I'm not standing tall
I can't really stand up for myself much anyway
Feel the consequences while I'm withering away

Back and I'm taking the backseat
Baby we need to relax we
Taking it quicker than Maxi
Yeah, uh
Thick skull like a Pachy
Order up for the pack meet
Re-up at the Acme
I've been on go so long, I forget how to sit down
I smoke double duffel bag, I cannot sit down
I know shit always comes up so I don't go out
This is the hardest part of living on my own now
No one ever asks me why I'm on my own now
Shit like this is why I'm always in a break down
This November's so much colder than the last one
Maybe that's a sign I gotta move it past you

Ain't shit hard for me at all
I been down so much I forget I know how to ball
I can't get enough when I'm with you I want it all
I've been up I cannot fall
Hit the pen then dip, I'm writing fables on the wall
Hear my story loud, I'm quiet I'm not standing tall
I can't really stand up for myself much anyway
Feel the consequences while I'm withering away

It's the silence that haunts me
I can't focus I'm watching
Where you go when I'm talking
You once told me you want me
What's the point in such conflict
Life is futile and short lived
I can't spend it in jersey
Losing friends before thirty, fuck

I've been wasting so much time
Next thing I know, twenty's gonna pass me right on by
Gotta get it going 'fore I'm running out of time
Always running out of time