Death Blooms - Inside Lyrics

Overthinking everything
Wishing I could just disappear
Hold my breath until the end
When it all breaks down
Take it on the chin every day
Said goodbye to all my friends
Hear myself in stories told
And they’re all a lie
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
Breathing in the shame that I feel
Masking all the things that are real
Hold my hand until the end
When it all breaks down
Told once, I told you for life
I can’t handle anything right
Blame myself for everything
Did I do it right?
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
When will it end?
When will I see what it is that curses me?
When will I know?
When can I be away from misery?
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
All these years of lies
Now I’m dead inside
Every time that I close my eyes
I feel the hurt inside
Now I’m dead inside
Every time that I close my eyes
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes

Overthinking everything
Wishing I could just disappear
Hold my breath until the end
When it all breaks down
Take it on the chin every day
Said goodbye to all my friends
Hear myself in stories told
And they’re all a lie
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
Breathing in the shame that I feel
Masking all the things that are real
Hold my hand until the end
When it all breaks down
Told once, I told you for life
I can’t handle anything right
Blame myself for everything
Did I do it right?
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
When will it end?
When will I see what it is that curses me?
When will I know?
When can I be away from misery?
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
All these years of lies
Now I’m dead inside
Every time that I close my eyes
I feel the hurt inside
Now I’m dead inside
Every time that I close my eyes
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes