DeAngelo Xavier - SMILE Lyrics

Why you hate me so much
Everything that I touch
Burns like that thing when that bitch fucking too much
My apologies
I could've used a better analogy
The side of me
I'm ignorant the voices inside me
I'm trying
To build a better version of myself
And I'm lying
I do this dumb shit all the fucking time, in a bind
I gotta get myself out the mix, then I quit
Like I'm innocent, the part of me hits
Like the batter but nobody else is running to pitch
Fire pits burn easy when you're lighting the switch
Any child talking tough getting beat with the switch
I admit, that was me growing up in a sense
Innocents, don't come easy for a nigga like me
I'm the problem child to society honestly
It's the smile that they give when they punish me
Cover me
From the shots that they send from the armory
This shit is crazy
Funny how I show my teeth when I'm grinning
But I'm hurting within
We ain't no homies no friends
I just stay to myself until I'm empty again
In a rage then I'm silent again
Nobody talking
You and I just breaking the ties
Ain't even loving or nothing
Just hello and goodbyes
And when we horny and I'm hard
I just grip on your thighs
Until you cum in disbelief then the hatred arrives
It's called lust, uhm
And it's dangerous
Put tape around our bodies like the chalk is a shade of us, nigga
And black lives matter
Why you treat me so crazy
That's how black love shatters
I admit that I got problems and you know it huh
I just camouflage myself until I show it
Cause this world that we live in is so perfect
But these crazy ass people the reason that we hurting
I admit that I got problems and you know it huh
I just camouflage myself until I show it
Cause this world that we live in is so perfect
But these crazy ass people the reason that we hurting

Why you hate me so much
Everything that I touch
Burns like that thing when that bitch fucking too much
My apologies
I could've used a better analogy
The side of me
I'm ignorant the voices inside me
I'm trying
To build a better version of myself
And I'm lying
I do this dumb shit all the fucking time, in a bind
I gotta get myself out the mix, then I quit
Like I'm innocent, the part of me hits
Like the batter but nobody else is running to pitch
Fire pits burn easy when you're lighting the switch
Any child talking tough getting beat with the switch
I admit, that was me growing up in a sense
Innocents, don't come easy for a nigga like me
I'm the problem child to society honestly
It's the smile that they give when they punish me
Cover me
From the shots that they send from the armory
This shit is crazy
Funny how I show my teeth when I'm grinning
But I'm hurting within
We ain't no homies no friends
I just stay to myself until I'm empty again
In a rage then I'm silent again
Nobody talking
You and I just breaking the ties
Ain't even loving or nothing
Just hello and goodbyes
And when we horny and I'm hard
I just grip on your thighs
Until you cum in disbelief then the hatred arrives
It's called lust, uhm
And it's dangerous
Put tape around our bodies like the chalk is a shade of us, nigga
And black lives matter
Why you treat me so crazy
That's how black love shatters
I admit that I got problems and you know it huh
I just camouflage myself until I show it
Cause this world that we live in is so perfect
But these crazy ass people the reason that we hurting
I admit that I got problems and you know it huh
I just camouflage myself until I show it
Cause this world that we live in is so perfect
But these crazy ass people the reason that we hurting