Davy Joseph - Throwback Lyrics

Every day I've been living out of focus
Wake up wanna drown know you know this
I keep saying that I wish that I could go back
I've Been feeling like I'm stuck in a throwback
Hold it down while the pressure boilin over
Don't fuck with reality that's why I'm never sober
I know you don't love me when I'm like this but I promise that I'll never be a flight risk

Wish that I could give you a piece of my mind
But how can I when I'm so terrified of these feelings i hide
So I'll rock to sleep
Dream of burying this anxiety 9 mil deep
Deep down I know these feelings they will come back
Got me feeling like I'm stuck in a throwback