Dante Rapper, Hereisgrey - I Don't Need This Lyrics

Ah, I don't need this
I don't need this
Anymore in my life

Uh
I'm a fucking fraud
Told you I love nothing
But I love you more
And you don't know
How much I used to hate
What I fucking saw
Forget it all, you cud give me
A million plus a hundred more
I'd burn it all
'Till it turn to ashes on the fucking floor
Forget it all, numbing quick
Quicker than I ever thought
I'm feeling sick, I'm fucking sick
With something that I never caught
I hate looking at myself 
I hate looking at myself 
I'm lost in my fucking arms
Remembered under fucking breath
So now I'm the Son of Sam
Listen to my fucking dogs
Barking all through the night
Telling me to kill 'em all
The silence could be deafening
The silence 'gon be definite
I'm destined for something deeper  
But I fucked it up ever since
I been 'tryna get it back
Lost it long time ago
I'm only now finding out
You told me a long time ago
And I never listened to you
I never listened to you
You should have fucking left me
You should have fucking quit me
I see no hope that's 'gon be left for me now
Heaven closed, it's only hell for me now
They ain't telling me shit
I'll make sure you 'gon relate to me now
Yeah, no-one 'gon have the same hate for me now
I'm fucking dead
I see anyone smiling in my face, they get bled
I can't be fucking right, with all these thoughts, that I left
No-one knows, I'm here, all alone
No hope, all alone, let's hope I'm alone

Ah, I don't need this
I don't need this
Anymore in my life