D-Cola - The Realist Outro Lyrics

I've got anxiety depression they rap I really say a message
My talent speaks won't do no flexing chain smokin woods cause I been stressing
Goin crazy since a freshman suicidal since my adolescence
Since then I taught myself some lessons
Sometimes I'm good sometimes I ain't
Sometimes I feel like I ain't worth it Yes I am thankful for your help
But I feel like Im a burden
Music what I put my self worth in
Why you think I put so much damn work in other than that I don't feel like I'm worth it

Before I touched the mic I thought life was bad
I thought I never find a new purpose still searching
But easily I'm achieving things that's for certain
Still broke, Still Paranoid, I'm still hurtin
Used to wanna vanish I feel like I ain't deserve this

I been tryna find myself
I'm just giving you the real me
I been tryna find myself
I don't really think they feel me

Tryna get closer to God
I keep praying pray until he hear me
Tryna get closer to God
Ima pray until they kill me

Mind drowning in self doubt
But that shit Ironic because I do this for myself now
Tryna help myself out
Tryna make the set proud
You ain't gotta hug the block cmon and step out
Working on bringing diplomas to the jets now
And it's only right I stand out
Out the ordinary yes, the difference is that I'm the man now
Been him lemme quit playin round
Depression blinded me, women they lied to me, and my mans playin foul
Whatever the situation I believe in staying down
If he take it from me he can have it ain't gone spray me down
More than rap so when I move my mouth they gotta pay me now
Smoking got me feeling close to god I hope he save me now, Cola

I been tryna find myself
I'm just giving you the real me
I been tryna find myself
I don't really think they feel me

Tryna get closer to God
I keep praying pray until he hear me
Tryna get closer to God
Ima pray until they kill me

Never Trippin Forever Vibin
Forever Vibin Forever Tied In
Your biggest battle will be within
Not strangers rather family
And it comes a time where you have to understand that
Your biggest hater is you
Your biggest battle is you