Crucifix - Forgotten Lyrics

I'm feelin' like uselessness
I'm feelin' like, there's nothing I can do
To make me feel alive
When I'm this far from You
I can't take this life and
Make it make any sense
I can't make it right so
Still I ride this fence
Torn between the God I love and
The memories of my sin
But every time I fail is a
Reminder that I need you again

Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child
Cause You it's been a minute
Since Your baby smiled
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug
I put Your mercy on then trade
It for this world I love
Forget about today and how I failed
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself
I'm sick of feelin' so rotten
But today will be yesterday
And yesterday will be forgotten

This life that I hate still walkin'
In the shadows of my mistakes my sin
In my face still livin' in
This past I can't erase
I'm a broken life, put back together by You
Yet it's this broken life that
I keep on runnin' to
I know it's gotta be just sympathy
That got You holdin' onto me
I've been wrong for so long i don't
Know what You see in me

Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child
Cause You it's been a minute
Since Your baby smiled
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug
I put Your mercy on then trade
It for this world I love
Forget about today and how I failed
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself
I'm sick of feelin' so rotten
But today will be yesterday
And yesterday will be forgotten

I'm hangin' on the edge
Somewhere in the middle of this
War in my head i'm tryin' to walk a line
Pretending everything is fine
When I'm dead inside it's just a piece
Of me I let nobody know
I'm so tired of chasin' You to let You go
I can't take it no more
Cuz each time that I leave
Is like steppin' in a world
With no air to breathe
I'm on my knees is shame
Cryin' out Your beautiful name!

Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child
Cause You it's been a minute
Since Your baby smiled
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug
I put Your mercy on then trade
It for this world I love
Forget about today and how I failed
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself
I'm sick of feelin' so rotten
But today will be yesterday
And yesterday will be forgotten