Crooked Hill, SS Sheem - Chilling Lyrics

I've been working since day one
Now it's time to have a little fun
And I know I'm not the only one
Who needs a break from the daily grind

I need to let you know what's on my mind
I'm gonna kill the game it's like a crime
I didn't miss it man I saw the signs
I said no more wasting time

You know I struggle to decide
When to stick around and when to step aside
But right now it's my time
And I finally realized
I should take a step back
And open up my eyes

The 9 to 5 has never excited me
The suit and tie never felt inviting, to me
I never let opinions bother me
And no I've never been about your party scene

I'm a mad scientist
A kid with a gift
You never met someone as passionate
If you give me some time
You're bound to realize
I take the time to sit down and design my rhymes

There's a lot of pressure on my shoulders
Getting heavier as I grow older
And I guess I prolly should have told ya
You're in my way now you gotta move over

If they ask me how I'm doing
Say I'm chilling
You're not around no more
Well I'm chilling
Your not down no more
Well I'm chilling
She says she wants me back but
I'm chilling
Now you got me all up
In my feelings
Don't want none of that
Cuz I'm chilling
I'm doing what's best
Lord willing
You need to relax
Cuz I'm chilling

Last year was a hard one
Bridges burned it was no fun
Had no time for fake ones
I made time for the real ones

Real friends stick around
Keep them in your life
Pick up when they're down
People come around
They want to bring me down
But I keep my head up
'Cause I'm chilling right now

And to the hate I throw a deuce up
And to the hate I throw my dukes up
And I threw up three fingers said "read between the lines" when she tried to hit me up

You don't seem to get
This song is therapy
For what you did
Just need some clarity
Say it how it is
You're like Judas
From the 12
At least
Jesus was resurrected

I like to have fun
I like to be me
Don't hit me up with your negativity
I'm sorry but I'm doing what's best for me

If they ask me how I'm doing
Say I'm chilling
You're not around no more
Well I'm chilling
Your not down no more
Well I'm chilling
She says she wants me back but
I'm chilling
Now you got me all up
In my feelings
Don't want none of that
Cuz I'm chilling
I'm doing what's best
Lord willing
You need to relax
Cuz I'm chilling

Look
I don't want my ex
Say you want me now
And I don't mean to flex
Never get no rest
I just feel blessed
Think I'm on now
I ain't even at my best
When you hear them critics
It prolly got critical
Look me in my eyes
But you never saw my vision too
And to be honest I'm the one that you should listen to
Everybody telling lies
I just spit the truth
Woke up this morning, I feel like the man
Woke up this morning, I turned on the jams
Woke up this morning, I'm feeling too blessed
Don't go no time for the hate or the stress
Not a doctor
I don't got the patience
If I see a check
Promise Imma chase it
Do it for the times I was sleeping in the basement
Now I'm the topic of everyone conversation