Cro-Mags - PTSD Lyrics

BETWEEN WARS I FIND NO PEACE
MY MEMORIES THEY STILL HAUNT ME
I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT I FEEL RAGE AND GUILT
MY CONSCIENCE IT EATS ME FOR THE BLOOD I'VE SPILLED

I HAVE SEEN VIOLENCE THAT I CAN'T FORGET
I HAVE DONE THINGS THAT I REGRET
I SEE AND I REALIZE THE CAUSE
BUT THAT DONT RID ME OF MY GUILT OR REMORSE

THERE IS NO WAY THAT I CAN EXPRESS
THESE FEELINGS OF SELF HATE AND REGRET
I KNOW I CAN'T UNDO THE THINGS THAT I'VE DONE
BUT AT LEAST NOW I KNOW THAT I HAVE A CONSCIENCE