Connie Constance - Blank Canvas Lyrics

Nothing affected me, like
I don't even, like relate myself to, like
Some kind of victim or some shit, like
I'm having a like, I think it's called regression, or whatever, so I told
And now, every time I'm watching like, a fucking move or some shit
Like, like, fucking hurting, oh my god, I've just steeped why

I've thought about you
A million times over
If I wasn't me, what would I do
To take the batteries out the controller?

And the images flashing on the film I didn't wanna see
And I'm mad but I'm sad, what a twist you turned out to be
And nah, don't turn it off
I'm in a horror movie
I'm just eaten alive
By the parasite that you left in me

And I just want a clean slate on a blank canvas
To start again, a clean slate on a blank canvas

Wish I could control-alt-delete you
Throw you in the trash folder
But you are my living proof
That there's people out there fucked up than I'll never be
But I keep you out of reach

And all the images flashing on the film I didn't wanna see
And I'm fuming, but I'm hurt, what a twist you turned out to be
It's not a blockbuster just a brutal ending
Wish I could rewind the tape and write a new ending

'Cause I just want a clean slate on a blank canvas
To start again, a clean slate on a blank canvas
And I just want a clean slate on a blank canvas
To start again, a clean slate on a blank canvas