COLLUR - SO SAD Lyrics

So sad
How it's been, wear a smile just so they don't really know that
She make me happy but I'm feeling this way when I'm alone half
The time, time
I brought the flow back, long tone, slow song, so sad
Big boy pants, not a lot that I'm afraid of
Test my chance, not a monster I can't pay off
Held her hand felt that I could take some weight off
Who I am, had to tell her where I came from
I don't really talk like this but you deserve to know
The one thing got me tossing is the fear of being 'lone
The one thing got my turning when I'm seeking outta home
When I look for that in people, happens next they wanna go
That drag me down, still moving along
Lived 'cross this town, still doing it wrong
Things all worked out, let go of my mom
Stop stressing out, wake up and she gone
She gone? So long. So what I got is memories
There ain't very much not when these scars remain the centerpiece
I lay and think at night does she have days where she remembers me
My morals, they fight, and they went on to make a better me
Whoa, whoa. Go slow. Don't go, don't go
Whoa whoa. No more hopes of move ons
So so sad, but don't you know that
Somebody hurt you once and now you hesitate
Until somebody comes along and show you better days
Are these my better days
Cause yea, I have my ups but its the downs that seem to resonate
Its hella hate and hella fake I don't know how to settle it
The course of events remains irrelevant
The story how telling it, and this a sad one
So sad
Want control back, 'trol back
So sad
How it's been, wear a smile just so they don't really know that
She make me happy but I'm feeling this way when I'm alone half
Time, time
I wouldn't go back, that shit was so sad
So sad
So sad
How it's been, wear a smile just so they don't really know that
She make me happy but I'm feeling this way when I'm alone half
The time, time
I brought the flow back, long tone, slow song, so sad

So sad
How it's been, wear a smile just so they don't really know that
She make me happy but I'm feeling this way when I'm alone half
The time, time
I brought the flow back, long tone, slow song, so sad
Big boy pants, not a lot that I'm afraid of
Test my chance, not a monster I can't pay off
Held her hand felt that I could take some weight off
Who I am, had to tell her where I came from
I don't really talk like this but you deserve to know
The one thing got me tossing is the fear of being 'lone
The one thing got my turning when I'm seeking outta home
When I look for that in people, happens next they wanna go
That drag me down, still moving along
Lived 'cross this town, still doing it wrong
Things all worked out, let go of my mom
Stop stressing out, wake up and she gone
She gone? So long. So what I got is memories
There ain't very much not when these scars remain the centerpiece
I lay and think at night does she have days where she remembers me
My morals, they fight, and they went on to make a better me
Whoa, whoa. Go slow. Don't go, don't go
Whoa whoa. No more hopes of move ons
So so sad, but don't you know that
Somebody hurt you once and now you hesitate
Until somebody comes along and show you better days
Are these my better days
Cause yea, I have my ups but its the downs that seem to resonate
Its hella hate and hella fake I don't know how to settle it
The course of events remains irrelevant
The story how telling it, and this a sad one
So sad
Want control back, 'trol back
So sad
How it's been, wear a smile just so they don't really know that
She make me happy but I'm feeling this way when I'm alone half
Time, time
I wouldn't go back, that shit was so sad
So sad
So sad
How it's been, wear a smile just so they don't really know that
She make me happy but I'm feeling this way when I'm alone half
The time, time
I brought the flow back, long tone, slow song, so sad