COLLUR - PAY2CRY Lyrics

What to write about, what to write about
Room full of people, still alone, yeah it's kinda loud
Using sight and sound
I get too profound inside a crowd, I like it how
Everything I think or need won't matter boutta night from now
So what to write about
I've been writing with the same rhyme for a while now
Time to switch up my vision for this song's goin' missing
I realize
I started writing 'cuz I know my notepad will listen to damn lies
There lies what to bring into daylight
I can't be me and them at the same time
The way I long for belonging but hate time
Away from the chase of a claimed height
I would pay to cry

I can't pay to cry, that's a cost, an expense
And my budget for the month, it is spent
Money ain't care how it's been
How I feel, put it to sleep, tuck it in
Sweet dreams, these dreams why I stay hustlin
When is it time to admit, I cannot go on like this
Cuz everything has more control than me
I see reasons to stop abundantly
I'm trying don't know if I'm on the way
So push that to the side
Forget about your mind
Until you saying mine
Bout everything you find
No time, no time
To cry, to cry
Suck it up, it's just easier to lie
I ain't feel like this all the time
But every once in a while, the day wins
But maybe, I'd be better off if I was making that payment
Ain't feel like myself and I hate it, I hate it
What to write about, what to write about
Room full of people, still alone, yeah it's kinda loud
Using sight and sound. I get too profound inside a crowd
I like it how, everything I think or need won't matter boutta night from now

So what to write about
I've been writing with the same rhyme for a while now
Time to switch up my vision for this song's goin' missing
I realize
I started writing 'cuz I know my notepad will listen to damn lies
But there lies what to bring into daylight
I can't be me and them at the same time
The way I long for belonging but hate time
Away from the chase of a claimed height
I would pay to cry
Put on a suit for the pursuit, but what am I pursuing
Attention to emotions is becoming overdue and
Growing distant from my mind, hid it behind
All of the "I'm fines," fuckin' lies, that's where I'm becoming fluent
She knows when I'm going through it
She gon' give her efforts to it
Don't over do it, I knew it
Know I believe in your movement too
You just need a moment to
Think with your breath
That mic still here tomorrow so just give it a rest
You detained by all the follows, you could call it arrest
Set your head down love, I'll take care of the rest
I'll take care of the rest
Know she'll take care of the rest

Yeah, what to write about, what to write about
Room full of people, still alone, yeah it's kinda loud
Using sight and sound. I get too profound inside a crowd
I like it how, everything I think or need won't matter boutta night from now
So what to write about
I've been writing with the same rhyme for a while now
Time to switch up my vision for this song's goin' missing
I realize
I started writing 'cuz I know my notepad will listen to damn lies
But there lies what to bring into daylight
I can't be me and them at the same time
The way I long for belonging but hate time
Away from the chase of a claimed height
I would pay to cry