CoaastGxd - Micolash Lyrics

As I stare into the screen
I hear the screams of a wakeless dream
Makeshift beams just to cover up the fateless seams
Can't shake faithlessness or maybe that's the way it seems
Hopeless to the grave into a spacious pit that's six feet deep
When I fall I feel invisible, cynical
Sippin' on cyanide in the kitchen
Tippin' liquor 
Not fixable
Little bit of weed in the system pivotal
I twist words when I hurt luckily I stay miserable
fuck
I walk around full of existential dread
Fill up my mental with everything I think I should've said
Every comment that I read
People wishing I was dead
Bounce around inside my head
An ounce to stop me floundering
I'm buried in the ground again
I'm fiending for the loud again
I'm married to disorder so your body never found again
I dip quick and slip back into the crowd again
I'll be the host of your nightmare
The reaper creepin' on the coast
Never fight fair
Ghost in the night air
Hope? Leave it right there
Underneath the broken bones and the dreams of the...
Wait...
I'll be the host of your nightmare
The reaper creepin' on the coast
Never fight fair
Ghost in the night air
Hope? Leave it right there
Underneath the broken bones and the dreams of the...
Got my hand on the weapon
A second away from pressing the barrel into my brain
Ashamed so I'll feel the cold steel on my temple
Obsessive cause every time I get depressed I start to contemplate whether or not I missed the message
Don't test me
I'll pull the trigger
You'll be left with the mess
A conglomeration of blood, bone and the thoughts that I left unsaid
All the texts that I left unread from people who were reaching out
My doubt superseded by creatures lurking about in the night time
Searching for clout without hesitation for anyone but greed or themselves
A deed into hell
A dying scream and a shout
They'll snuff the brightest candles out
I'll be the host of your nightmare
The reaper creepin on the coast
Never fight fair
Ghost in the night air
Hope? Leave it right there
Underneath the broken bones and the dreams of the...

As I stare into the screen
I hear the screams of a wakeless dream
Makeshift beams just to cover up the fateless seams
Can't shake faithlessness or maybe that's the way it seems
Hopeless to the grave into a spacious pit that's six feet deep
When I fall I feel invisible, cynical
Sippin' on cyanide in the kitchen
Tippin' liquor 
Not fixable
Little bit of weed in the system pivotal
I twist words when I hurt luckily I stay miserable
fuck
I walk around full of existential dread
Fill up my mental with everything I think I should've said
Every comment that I read
People wishing I was dead
Bounce around inside my head
An ounce to stop me floundering
I'm buried in the ground again
I'm fiending for the loud again
I'm married to disorder so your body never found again
I dip quick and slip back into the crowd again
I'll be the host of your nightmare
The reaper creepin' on the coast
Never fight fair
Ghost in the night air
Hope? Leave it right there
Underneath the broken bones and the dreams of the...
Wait...
I'll be the host of your nightmare
The reaper creepin' on the coast
Never fight fair
Ghost in the night air
Hope? Leave it right there
Underneath the broken bones and the dreams of the...
Got my hand on the weapon
A second away from pressing the barrel into my brain
Ashamed so I'll feel the cold steel on my temple
Obsessive cause every time I get depressed I start to contemplate whether or not I missed the message
Don't test me
I'll pull the trigger
You'll be left with the mess
A conglomeration of blood, bone and the thoughts that I left unsaid
All the texts that I left unread from people who were reaching out
My doubt superseded by creatures lurking about in the night time
Searching for clout without hesitation for anyone but greed or themselves
A deed into hell
A dying scream and a shout
They'll snuff the brightest candles out
I'll be the host of your nightmare
The reaper creepin on the coast
Never fight fair
Ghost in the night air
Hope? Leave it right there
Underneath the broken bones and the dreams of the...