Cj TopOff - May 18th Lyrics

May 18th in '97 my mom gave the world a present
Rapping was my first obsession on the mic since I was 11
Age 14 I found depression lost faith I ain't have no reverend
My religion I had to question to blind couldn't see my blessing

My bro told me to Mary Jane rolled up and I had a wedding
I was 16 smoking on resin but it changed my whole expression
Peaceful soul I don't like violence so I made my mind a weapon
17 I tripped on acid now I'm in the seventh Heaven
My whole life I been doubted
Came up they saying I'm clouted
Eating on mushrooms in the mountains
Good vibes got me surrounded
Stay down to earth and balanced
Like a bad ass kid I'm grounded
In the woods her pussy gettin pounded
I'm searching for the truth I found it
My Dad grew up in the '60's
This hippie shits just in me
This music shits my passion if I didn't have it then I'd be empty
I been weird ever since elementary
And ima be me till I'm 6 feet
Yeah I keep a bad hippie chick with me
Got her trippin on penis envis
I am in love with this life that I'm living
I'm smoking exotic this shit got me trippin
I'm on a mission to wake up the people
The government's evil creating division
You either pimping or you gon be tricking
Like the karma sutra just pick yo position
They see I'm black and they think I'm too different
But I know some people who fuck with my vision
I know some people that been there for years
I know some people I had em in tears
Them ain't my fans they more like my peers
We never met but connect through the ears
I'm getting trippy I ain't sippin beers
I drop a tab and I'm facing my fears
I'm celebrating my life with a cheers
I am just grateful just glad to be here

May 18th in '97 my mom gave the world a present
Rapping was my first obsession on the mic since I was 11
Age 14 I found depression lost faith I ain't have no reverend
My religion i had to question to blind couldn't see my blessing