Civic the Rapper - Used to Be Lyrics

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My day to day would make a person Think the hate is strange
I waste away and
I been waiting just to
Take the stage
I sit and gaze and
I can't even really change the pace
I flip the page and
All these rappers here all
Spit the same
I'm spitting Flames
Meanwhile these bitches pissing rain
Bitch I sit in chains
All these people talking shit
Now isn't it just great
I would rather have your problems For a minute Can we trade
I'm so fucking sick of living I'm Guessing that you're The same

But you're not even close
Don't you think this beat is gross
So much it might decompose
I stay smoking weed to cope
With all of these demons bro
Since I was 15 years old
Only one thing you should know
It's so hard for me to grow

It's so hard
For me to do a single thing
I'll be taking your heart
Because that shit belongs to me and
I just wrote a new bar
Because the one before was weak
Man what kinda fucking coward knocks another Person's dreams yeah

I don't think a clean cut good looking
Individual
Would ever go and pull that stupid Shit
Unless they're miserable
Probably hate themselves
And always acting really cynical
Why the fuck you love
If your love isn't unconditional

Why the fuck you breathe
Bro your taking up my oxygen
Everybody seems
Like a bunch of fucking ostriches
Head inside the ground
Never having any common sense
I'm about to be up in the trees
Like a marmaset

Even though you're constantly just Using me
Smoke a bunch of cigarettes
And hate me like you
Usually
Do and I mean humour me
What the fuck do you believe?
Do you even love me
Cause lately
You're confusing me
You think I'm a dull fuck
Say that at my eulogy
Look at you
You cum dumpster
For the community
You making me so numb
I just wanted you to see
Wish you'd shut the fuck up
I miss who you used to be
You used to be a lot more