Civic the Rapper - Lost Lyrics

I'm counting the days
Every single one that pass
I wish I could change
Everything has been a task and
I'm trying to stay
Steady working on my craft
I cannot escape
Just by running from my past
I been feeling lost in this place
Since the 8th grade
Tell me what the fuck it is you want
With a straight face
Maybe one day I will
Give a fuck what you say wait
I been feeling lost in this world
Everyday great
Yeah
Hop inside and fucking go
I just sold my fucking soul
I told myself I would grow
Now I'm on my fucking own
I swear I been on a roll
I been losing my control
I been making harder shit
I feel like I'm bout to blow
How come you feel so alone
I don't really wanna know
Every single day is just a waste
And I'm fucking cold
Yeah
I stay steady running shit
You fuck up my life
And all I can say is suck a dick
Everything I write
It makes me feel like I'm suffering
Cause every single night
This pain it just gets me wondering
Just why I'm lost
I just slammed my fucking door
I'm smashing into the floor
I'm passionate to the core
You rappers all make me bored
That's the shit I can't endure
All the shit I can't afford
I know that you can't ignore my shit
Back to yours
Trash shit
All the more
As If
You restore
Balance
To the world
Classic savage
Drop more shit than your average
Making more music
Than you can ever imagine damn
All I wanted was to leave
Now I'm on my knees
As I walk and I'm lost in these trees

I'm counting the days
Every single one that pass
I wish I could change
Everything has been a task and
I'm trying to stay
Steady working on my craft
I cannot escape
Just by running from my past
I been feeling lost in this place
Since the 8th grade
Tell me what the fuck it is you want
With a straight face
Maybe one day I will
Give a fuck what you say wait
I been feeling lost in this world
Everyday great
Yeah
Hop inside and fucking go
I just sold my fucking soul
I told myself I would grow
Now I'm on my fucking own
I swear I been on a roll
I been losing my control
I been making harder shit
I feel like I'm bout to blow
How come you feel so alone
I don't really wanna know
Every single day is just a waste
And I'm fucking cold
Yeah
I stay steady running shit
You fuck up my life
And all I can say is suck a dick
Everything I write
It makes me feel like I'm suffering
Cause every single night
This pain it just gets me wondering
Just why I'm lost
I just slammed my fucking door
I'm smashing into the floor
I'm passionate to the core
You rappers all make me bored
That's the shit I can't endure
All the shit I can't afford
I know that you can't ignore my shit
Back to yours
Trash shit
All the more
As If
You restore
Balance
To the world
Classic savage
Drop more shit than your average
Making more music
Than you can ever imagine damn
All I wanted was to leave
Now I'm on my knees
As I walk and I'm lost in these trees