Civic the Rapper - Empty Lyrics

Aye
Aye Aye Aye
My shit is covid my music contagious
I went through acceptance
And all of the stages
I blasted that confidence shit
That you hated
While you play these rappers
That too overated
I'm wondering why in the fuck
That you wasting
Yo life and yo energy everyday and
You tell all these people
That you have been waiting
But you ain't been waiting for shit
You have been chasing my dick
I put a blade in my wrist
I cannot change what I did
But I made it a gift
I made that shit why I live
You only take what I give
And it's honestly sick
They talk about drip
Like can you get the fuck up off of Me bitch
I'm making you think
That you wanting to quit
You making me think
Why the fuck I exist
My shit is hot
My shit is heavy
Yo shit ain't close meanwhile
My shit is ready
You don't get shit
Meanwhile I'm getting plenty
I fucked the world
because you wouldn't let me
You taking drugs
And I'm not taking any
I will feel dead
By the time that I'm 20
Won't give a cent
Bitch I won't give a penny
Give me a break
Bitch I feel like I'm empty
I feel like I'm lost but
Won't ever stop
Like what is the cost
They screaming out
Josh would
You shut the fuck
I'm feeling so stuck
I cannot feel love
Cause everytime that I do
I'm just ending up numb
I cannot take what I've done
I just hate what I've become
Losing my mind
While I drown in this sun
Now
Now you see why you don't
Have any vision
You always been trying
So hard to be different
I feel like a man who's
Always on a mission
But sometimes
I really just need about 4 more
Blunts inside of me
Sick of my life Anxiety
I fear that you still lie to me
I'm so fucked up entirely
Blow up real quick no IED
I'm seeing double Siamese
It's really hard for me to breathe
And if you hate me I agree
So by the time I count to 3
Surrounded by my enemies
Everyday now of this week
I look at myself and I see
I'm empty

Aye
Aye Aye Aye
My shit is covid my music contagious
I went through acceptance
And all of the stages
I blasted that confidence shit
That you hated
While you play these rappers
That too overated
I'm wondering why in the fuck
That you wasting
Yo life and yo energy everyday and
You tell all these people
That you have been waiting
But you ain't been waiting for shit
You have been chasing my dick
I put a blade in my wrist
I cannot change what I did
But I made it a gift
I made that shit why I live
You only take what I give
And it's honestly sick
They talk about drip
Like can you get the fuck up off of Me bitch
I'm making you think
That you wanting to quit
You making me think
Why the fuck I exist
My shit is hot
My shit is heavy
Yo shit ain't close meanwhile
My shit is ready
You don't get shit
Meanwhile I'm getting plenty
I fucked the world
because you wouldn't let me
You taking drugs
And I'm not taking any
I will feel dead
By the time that I'm 20
Won't give a cent
Bitch I won't give a penny
Give me a break
Bitch I feel like I'm empty
I feel like I'm lost but
Won't ever stop
Like what is the cost
They screaming out
Josh would
You shut the fuck
I'm feeling so stuck
I cannot feel love
Cause everytime that I do
I'm just ending up numb
I cannot take what I've done
I just hate what I've become
Losing my mind
While I drown in this sun
Now
Now you see why you don't
Have any vision
You always been trying
So hard to be different
I feel like a man who's
Always on a mission
But sometimes
I really just need about 4 more
Blunts inside of me
Sick of my life Anxiety
I fear that you still lie to me
I'm so fucked up entirely
Blow up real quick no IED
I'm seeing double Siamese
It's really hard for me to breathe
And if you hate me I agree
So by the time I count to 3
Surrounded by my enemies
Everyday now of this week
I look at myself and I see
I'm empty