Christine Nguyen - heal Lyrics

Am I enough for me
Am I too much for you
Had to forgive myself
Everything that he put me through
I had to learn the hard way
I'm taking my power back
I know that I pushed you away
Paranoia from the last one
I know that it's not your fault that he did what he did
I know that it's not my fault what he did what he did
I'm trying to figure it out but I'm
Priding myself on the fact that I opened up again
Even though I told myself I can't
Pausing on it
I'm just falling off it
Who was I before him and
Who was I before the pain
It'll be a long time
It'll be some long nights and
I've been crying sometimes
But I'm holding myself tonight yeah
I know that it's not your fault that he did what he did
I know that it's not my fault what he did what he did
I'm trying to figure it out but I'm
Priding myself on the fact that I opened up again
Even though I told myself I can't
Dancing alone
Crying on the phone
To my best friends
Acting like a fool for you
But I knew better
And you knew better
Left here all alone but I know
I gotta heal on my own no
I gotta heal on my own
My own all on my own
Taking a step back
I want myself back
I haven't been me
I've made mistakes that
You know I lose
Sleep over you
Long nights
Bad moods
I've lost me too
Over you
Over you
Over you
Taking my time
Taking my side
I haven't been fine
I haven't been fine
I gotta heal on my own
My own all on my own
Taking my time
Taking my side
I'm gonna be alright
I'm gonna be alright

Am I enough for me
Am I too much for you
Had to forgive myself
Everything that he put me through
I had to learn the hard way
I'm taking my power back
I know that I pushed you away
Paranoia from the last one
I know that it's not your fault that he did what he did
I know that it's not my fault what he did what he did
I'm trying to figure it out but I'm
Priding myself on the fact that I opened up again
Even though I told myself I can't
Pausing on it
I'm just falling off it
Who was I before him and
Who was I before the pain
It'll be a long time
It'll be some long nights and
I've been crying sometimes
But I'm holding myself tonight yeah
I know that it's not your fault that he did what he did
I know that it's not my fault what he did what he did
I'm trying to figure it out but I'm
Priding myself on the fact that I opened up again
Even though I told myself I can't
Dancing alone
Crying on the phone
To my best friends
Acting like a fool for you
But I knew better
And you knew better
Left here all alone but I know
I gotta heal on my own no
I gotta heal on my own
My own all on my own
Taking a step back
I want myself back
I haven't been me
I've made mistakes that
You know I lose
Sleep over you
Long nights
Bad moods
I've lost me too
Over you
Over you
Over you
Taking my time
Taking my side
I haven't been fine
I haven't been fine
I gotta heal on my own
My own all on my own
Taking my time
Taking my side
I'm gonna be alright
I'm gonna be alright