Christine Nguyen - Eventually Lyrics

I've got bad habits I'm tryna fix
You haven't even seen the half of it
Mm
And I don't think you'd want to
Ooh
I distance myself so it doesn't hurt
But I'm still in pain either way
Don't know why you give me the time of day
Cuz I don't think I'm worth the wait no
I don't think you should
Get to know me because you're feeling lonely
You don't want these problems I'm over-complicated
It's hard for me to trust again after what I went through
You say you want me but I don't want to believe you
So I don't reply when you message me I'm trying to end it
Before this begins I already see what's going to happen
I think you deserve somebody better than me
So I pull away because you'll leave eventually
You'll leave eventually
Mm ooh
Cuz I've got so much baggage
I don't have it together
I'm flawed and stuck in my ways
I get so mad easily
I can't agree to disagree
I don't admit when I'm wrong
You have no clue I ruin everything good
I never open up even though I really should
Don't wanna disappoint you
I'm not the right one
I have so many issues
You should wanna run
You should wanna run
Run away, run away no
So I don't reply when you message me I'm trying to end it
Before this begins I already see what's going to happen
I think you deserve somebody better than me
So I pull away because you'll leave eventually
You'll leave eventually
Mm ooh
I've been played my heart is not on my sleeve
I'm so afraid of putting myself out there
Need some time to heal and space to do that
I'm not expecting you to wait for me no
You should wanna run
Run away, run away no
So I don't reply when you message me I'm trying to end it
Before this begins I already see what's going to happen
I think you deserve somebody better than me
So I pull away because you'll leave eventually
You'll leave eventually
Mm ooh

I've got bad habits I'm tryna fix
You haven't even seen the half of it
Mm
And I don't think you'd want to
Ooh
I distance myself so it doesn't hurt
But I'm still in pain either way
Don't know why you give me the time of day
Cuz I don't think I'm worth the wait no
I don't think you should
Get to know me because you're feeling lonely
You don't want these problems I'm over-complicated
It's hard for me to trust again after what I went through
You say you want me but I don't want to believe you
So I don't reply when you message me I'm trying to end it
Before this begins I already see what's going to happen
I think you deserve somebody better than me
So I pull away because you'll leave eventually
You'll leave eventually
Mm ooh
Cuz I've got so much baggage
I don't have it together
I'm flawed and stuck in my ways
I get so mad easily
I can't agree to disagree
I don't admit when I'm wrong
You have no clue I ruin everything good
I never open up even though I really should
Don't wanna disappoint you
I'm not the right one
I have so many issues
You should wanna run
You should wanna run
Run away, run away no
So I don't reply when you message me I'm trying to end it
Before this begins I already see what's going to happen
I think you deserve somebody better than me
So I pull away because you'll leave eventually
You'll leave eventually
Mm ooh
I've been played my heart is not on my sleeve
I'm so afraid of putting myself out there
Need some time to heal and space to do that
I'm not expecting you to wait for me no
You should wanna run
Run away, run away no
So I don't reply when you message me I'm trying to end it
Before this begins I already see what's going to happen
I think you deserve somebody better than me
So I pull away because you'll leave eventually
You'll leave eventually
Mm ooh