Christian 21 - Chris Lyrics

Sometimes I wish I could take things back, back to when I was young,
Not much I was dealing
with and not much stuff I was running from
Maybe younger either way I guess the point of it
Would be to tell that little kid that he's gonna take a lot of hits
When we're down our dad would pick us up every time we'd fall,
But when you're lost your mom would be the second one to call.
Yeah she'd probably grab your hand and tell you life is hard, and if you got any questions or need advice then you should talk to God
(I'm done)
I know you're hearing this now but trust me you're gonna hear it later
This is your life you're living in and Chris you're the director,
And what you need to know is that there's gonna be a lot of haters
Don't let the words define you. Your choices in life will be what makes you
I know depression's got you down and it's delayed you some,
But some time explaining how you feel will get you a number one
When pain comes knocking at your dome you feel you need to run,
But when confronting demons sometimes you can have some fun
I know you want to disappear pretend you don't exist
Trust me this life is real just like the lines that you put on your wrist
This is a touching subject sorry mom for all this painful shit
But within all therapy my mind and my heart can't coexist
Just like mama said when you find yourself down then go talk to God
He's the only one that listens even when you think he isn't
Even good people are great at making bad decisions
So you'll find it out pretty quick that life is way more than your appearance
I'm tired of the lies and I'm tired of the pain
I remember when I was taking pills I could have passed away home
With your love I changed my way
I'm dancing on my own I think I spawned an evil thrown
These moments carry through my soul
I know a part of me still doesn't know my way home
See I remember my first show jumping in the crowd
Only one thing in mind thinking things are better now
I'm glad my dad is here
He's got a son to be proud about
I've got his words of guidance something I can't live without
(YEAH!)
I know some things we could avoid to save embarrassment
But the toughest things that you do with your life will build your character
What you shouldn't know when you were young is that those words were gonna hurt
I'm not the last to tell you but I'm pretty sure your dad told you first
People want to see you fail so Chris you need to be aware of it
Don't let nobody tell you how to live or ever write your narrative
But we can all grow from our trauma and things that we've experienced
But don't let that experience turn to confidence and arrogance
Been hiding my health for too long in fear of my mama's health
I'm sorry mom but sometimes your son needs to learn to help himself
It's like my father told me you guys will not be here forever
But don't you worry your little boy is doing better with the pressure
I'm dancing on my own I think I spawned an evil thrown
These moments carry through my soul
I know a part of me still doesn't know my way home
I'm dancing on my own I think I spawned an evil thrown
These moments carry through my soul
I know a part of me still doesn't know my way home
I know you feel like you're alone and no one cares about you
You're gonna block your depression with every ounce of your anger
Don't ever let your emotions take over you
Cause when they wanna love you the feeling will never break through
I'm tired of the lies and I'm tired of the pain
I remember when I was taking pills I could've passed away
With your love I changed my way
I'm dancing on my own I think I spawned an evil thrown
These moments carry through my soul
I know a part of me still doesn't know my way home
I'm 20 now and I'm doing way better than I was before
But I can still see my depression peeking through the door
Within the depths of mind there's still a lot to explore
I'm only getting started so don't think I won't give you more...
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Sometimes I wish I could take things back, back to when I was young,
Not much I was dealing
with and not much stuff I was running from
Maybe younger either way I guess the point of it
Would be to tell that little kid that he's gonna take a lot of hits
When we're down our dad would pick us up every time we'd fall,
But when you're lost your mom would be the second one to call.
Yeah she'd probably grab your hand and tell you life is hard, and if you got any questions or need advice then you should talk to God
(I'm done)
I know you're hearing this now but trust me you're gonna hear it later
This is your life you're living in and Chris you're the director,
And what you need to know is that there's gonna be a lot of haters
Don't let the words define you. Your choices in life will be what makes you
I know depression's got you down and it's delayed you some,
But some time explaining how you feel will get you a number one
When pain comes knocking at your dome you feel you need to run,
But when confronting demons sometimes you can have some fun
I know you want to disappear pretend you don't exist
Trust me this life is real just like the lines that you put on your wrist
This is a touching subject sorry mom for all this painful shit
But within all therapy my mind and my heart can't coexist
Just like mama said when you find yourself down then go talk to God
He's the only one that listens even when you think he isn't
Even good people are great at making bad decisions
So you'll find it out pretty quick that life is way more than your appearance
I'm tired of the lies and I'm tired of the pain
I remember when I was taking pills I could have passed away home
With your love I changed my way
I'm dancing on my own I think I spawned an evil thrown
These moments carry through my soul
I know a part of me still doesn't know my way home
See I remember my first show jumping in the crowd
Only one thing in mind thinking things are better now
I'm glad my dad is here
He's got a son to be proud about
I've got his words of guidance something I can't live without
(YEAH!)
I know some things we could avoid to save embarrassment
But the toughest things that you do with your life will build your character
What you shouldn't know when you were young is that those words were gonna hurt
I'm not the last to tell you but I'm pretty sure your dad told you first
People want to see you fail so Chris you need to be aware of it
Don't let nobody tell you how to live or ever write your narrative
But we can all grow from our trauma and things that we've experienced
But don't let that experience turn to confidence and arrogance
Been hiding my health for too long in fear of my mama's health
I'm sorry mom but sometimes your son needs to learn to help himself
It's like my father told me you guys will not be here forever
But don't you worry your little boy is doing better with the pressure
I'm dancing on my own I think I spawned an evil thrown
These moments carry through my soul
I know a part of me still doesn't know my way home
I'm dancing on my own I think I spawned an evil thrown
These moments carry through my soul
I know a part of me still doesn't know my way home
I know you feel like you're alone and no one cares about you
You're gonna block your depression with every ounce of your anger
Don't ever let your emotions take over you
Cause when they wanna love you the feeling will never break through
I'm tired of the lies and I'm tired of the pain
I remember when I was taking pills I could've passed away
With your love I changed my way
I'm dancing on my own I think I spawned an evil thrown
These moments carry through my soul
I know a part of me still doesn't know my way home
I'm 20 now and I'm doing way better than I was before
But I can still see my depression peeking through the door
Within the depths of mind there's still a lot to explore
I'm only getting started so don't think I won't give you more...
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