In this evocative composition, Chris Stapleton delves into the themes of redemption and the enduring consequences of one's past actions. The narrator laments the mistrust he faces from his partner despite his genuine efforts to reform his previously wayward lifestyle. His past indiscretions, vividly described through metaphors such as "drinking like a fish" and "cussing like a sailor," continue to cast a shadow over his present, inhibiting his ability to fully gain her trust. The recurring motif of striving to outlive one's tarnished reputation underscores the persistent struggle for acceptance and forgiveness. Ultimately, the song poignantly illustrates the challenge of reconciling with one's history while seeking validation for personal growth and change.
