Chloe Lilac - 19 Lyrics

My eyes closed, I'm barely awake
Be honest, I'm too used to pain
So cold out, the sun's gone away
I can't tell if I've just gone insane

I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup
When I feel better, something just goes wrong
And nobody gets me, I live in a bad dream
The world's fucking ending and I'm only nineteen

Tomorrow's just ten hours away
But I'm still, stuck in yesterday
My mom took just one look at my face
Am I okay? Oh

I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup
When I feel better, something just goes wrong
And nobody gets me, I live in a bad dream
The world's fucking ending and I'm only nineteen

I cut my hair off, threw out my makeup
When I feel better, nobody shows up
It's too hard to fix me, I'm late to the party
I feel so empty and I'm only nineteen