Chief Aleel, Lauryn Harris - Neon Blue Lyrics

Sometimes i wish this feeling was forever lasting
Trading serotonin for some satisfaction
Watched my burning love turn to ashes like it never happen
Keep getting distracted through depression and replacing
I wonder why you put me hear
Why the world feels corrupt from ear to ear
I Fear i'll never fix it and i'll always be a misfit
Praying for a sign feeling foolish with a wishlist

Looking for something new
I just don't know what to do
Falling and no one can scoop
Swimming in my conscience

Drowning in my toxic
Yesterday moved so fast and i still aint called my grandpa
Don't wanna show that im struggling
My knees are weak and bucking
Learning just how to adapt
With a knife thats stuck to back
Now please tell me what you really don't mean your bad ideas are always safe with me
Stuck inside a movie i aint seen tryna make it to the big screen
But this life aint really what it seems

Looking for something new
I just don't know what to do
Falling and no one can scoop
Swimming in my conscience