Chiasm - Formula Lyrics

kick/snare/kick/release me/no peace/the clones they want to be/ you'll never find in me/they yearn to be the same/ how could they be so plain/ they wanted love too much/ come here and beg to touch/ I'll hold onto the truth/ and grasp onto my youth/ repeated jealous phobia/ I know it's just a formula/ what is normal?/what everyone else is and you are not/what is normal?/what everyone else is and you are not/when will there be something rare/you know someone has got to care/all that lingers everywhere is never-ending kick/snare/kick/snare/insert sample here/ i'll never be the same/ i'm left with what remains/of what they thought was lost/i'll have to bear the cost/for years i tried to do/all that could not be true/i'll have to learn to be/what lurks inside of me/the way you once were with me then/reminded me you were a friend/and now that we've remained apart/i've found another's broken heart/alone i've cried and felt the pain/we'll have through life again, again/ but love will heal our souls at last/and let us live without the past/repeated jealous phobia/ i know it's just a formula