Casperuss - Enemy Lyrics

All these thoughts in my mind
Passing by, I just try
Not to hold on to them
Can't let them in
Else they will win
Causing whirlwinds
Floods of emotions, I start ghosting

Moving away from everyone I know
Running away to a place
In my mind, so I feel so distant
Disconnected, Real rejected

Thoughts are hectic, Self-neglected
I don't understand what this mess is, but
This mess is me, A catastrophe
That's what I think when I go too deep, so

I just gotta step back
Try to chill and relax
If my mind goes too fast
Fall back to the present
And scream fuck the past

(Because)
I think that I might
Be my own worst enemy

I constantly fight
With these thoughts inside of me

Trapped inside my mind
For what feels like eternity

I need you to come
And rescue me

I time travel, in my mind
Every time, that I feel insane
Going through the past in my brain
Going through the paths in this maze
There's no map in this place

I'm feeling stuck, and I'm trapped
Yeah, I'm caged
The story of my life hasn't got this page
It must be a new one, there's no words on this page
So now I'm afraid

This book is weathered
And the seams have frayed
It's covered in dust, and the cover has aged
Yet the book is unfinished
The past has diminished and I can just see today

I see today, and I see myself
Realisation has hit me now
This is my book, sat on that shelf
I am the ink and I write with myself

(Because)
I think that I might
Be my own worst enemy

I constantly fight
With these thoughts inside of me

Trapped inside my mind
For what feels like eternity

I need you to come
And rescue me