Cash Ali - I Been Lyrics

Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
I been
And I been
Ali huh
I been
Waking up and doubtin' everything I made
And I been
Fightin' in the mirror wit' everything I face
And I been
Second guessing every person in my face
And I been
Eating' wit' my pistol loaded after grace
And I been
Waking up and doubtin' everything I made
And I been
Fightin' in the mirror wit' everything I face
And I been
Second guessing every person in my face
And I been
Eating' wit' my pistol loaded after grace
And I been

Can't trust a woman cus' my momma' built a monster I'm grown
I went through life without a mentor or a father I know
I can't blame no one for fuck ups that I made and it shows
Life grabbed the knife I had to squeeze it by the blade
I do my best to make progress
If I don't see it bitch I'm buggin'
I keep my ass inside cus' if I got outside I'm thuggin'
I'm ruthless in my heart If you not rich don't tell me nothin'
I don't give fuck bout' no family I been done dirt by my cousins
My sisters, my brothers, my mothers the only thing I trust is my vision
I been speakin' all my life somehow only strangers will listen
It's crazy how you miss it when its gone
When you had it you didn't want then you realize your alone
That's how its always been Ali
You ain't never had the lead
Tried yo' best to make em' listen
They don't never hear you speak
Weeks, days, months go by my lucks still dry
My scars don't lie
You can see it
Bitch you can see it

I been
Waking up and doubtin' everything I made
And I been
Fightin' in the mirror wit' everything I face
And I been
Second guessing every person in my face
And I been
Eating' wit' my pistol loaded after grace
And I been
Waking up and doubtin' everything I made
And I been
Fightin' in the mirror wit' everything I face
And I been
Second guessing every person in my face
And I been
Eating' wit' my pistol loaded after grace
And I been

I been the bad guy
I have told many lies
These up and downs make me stand up in Sunday service and cry
I look like its all good but I am dying inside
My pride is high
Its all on me to survive
I never had no back up
The money low and only these bills will stack up
If foster home don't want me
I get my shit and I pack up
But I'm that tough cus' I can give a fuck about a friend
And I can give a fuck if you offended
Any bitch you had I been did my list big
But I been fuckin' bitches tryna' get my ex up out of this head
But its not workin' lost myself when I was searchin'
I hindered who I was tryna' be perfect
I'm hurtin'
Thats how its always been Ali
You ain't never had the lead
Tried yo' best to make em' listen
They don't never hear you speak
Weeks, days, months go by my lucks still dry
My scars don't lie
You can see it
Bitch you can see it

I been
Waking up and doubtin' everything I made
And I been
Fightin' in the mirror wit' everything I face
And I been
Second guessing every person in my face
And I been
Eating' wit' my pistol loaded after grace
And I been
Waking up and doubtin' everything I made
And I been
Fightin' in the mirror wit' everything I face
And I been
Second guessing every person in my face
And I been
Eating' wit' my pistol loaded after grace
And I been

And I been
And I been and I been and I been
Yeah yeah yeah
Ali huh