Cash Ali - Flaws Lyrics

Uh, yea
Was it worth it
Did everything you do have a purpose
Im just a person uh
Uh
Yea
Theres no amount of sorries I can tell, to make up for what I did
No amount of money that can wash away these sins
Ima flawed man starrin in the mirror with insecurities
Not because I lack anything Im just disappointed in me
Im in a place were Im questioning myself daily
Im selfish with my energy havin' friends never paid me
And come to my surprise sometimes the hero needs savin
How you make it to the top when you comfortable on the pavement
Ive been lost my whole life, without a home
Searchin' for a comfortable cage to sit an grow
Like a puppy gettin' put up in a pound I been alone
Im traumatized from my childhood it dont matter that Im grown
No excuses
Its hard for me to ask for help
Cus' everytime I tried they said to do it by yo'self
Im tryna find a way to change the hand that I was dealt
I have to come with excuses to accept the things I felt uh
Everytime I smile I second guess if I deserve it
All the shit I deal with should never be on one person
I wake up every morning and wonder if Im still worth it
I upgrade my appearance but Im broken under my surface
Yea
Nervous as fuck bein honest in all these verses
Cus' yall prolly think Im lit but Im still struggling and searchin'
I tear myself to pieces when my work is less than perfect
And my work is never perfect so imagine how Im hurtin' uh
Im never okay, Im never doing fine
Everytime you ask I say Im good but thats a motha'fuckin' lie
I truly understand how people lose they mind
And if you not showin' sympathy, to me thats a crime uh
Dont start lookin at me different when you realize that Im human too
I feel like Im accustomed to lose
Uh yea
I get validation from views
Uh yea
Sometimes Im the weakest in the room
Facts
I guess you gotta be a man to know that
I struggle with forgiving myself, wish I could go back
Redo a couple things and hurt less people from my throwbacks
But everytime I fuck up Ima be a man and own that yea
I wish a sorry could erase the shit I did
Instead of being forced to replay this shit in my head
Yea
Ima flawed man
Im far from perfect
All this honesty just put me on the spot so was it worth it
Uh yea
Was it worth it
Did everything you do have a purpose
I hope you realize Im just a person
Uh
And Im damaged under my surface uh
Yea
Yea
Was it worth it
Did everything you do have a purpose
I hope you realize Im just a person
Uh
And Im damaged under my surface uh

Uh, yea
Was it worth it
Did everything you do have a purpose
Im just a person uh
Uh
Yea
Theres no amount of sorries I can tell, to make up for what I did
No amount of money that can wash away these sins
Ima flawed man starrin in the mirror with insecurities
Not because I lack anything Im just disappointed in me
Im in a place were Im questioning myself daily
Im selfish with my energy havin' friends never paid me
And come to my surprise sometimes the hero needs savin
How you make it to the top when you comfortable on the pavement
Ive been lost my whole life, without a home
Searchin' for a comfortable cage to sit an grow
Like a puppy gettin' put up in a pound I been alone
Im traumatized from my childhood it dont matter that Im grown
No excuses
Its hard for me to ask for help
Cus' everytime I tried they said to do it by yo'self
Im tryna find a way to change the hand that I was dealt
I have to come with excuses to accept the things I felt uh
Everytime I smile I second guess if I deserve it
All the shit I deal with should never be on one person
I wake up every morning and wonder if Im still worth it
I upgrade my appearance but Im broken under my surface
Yea
Nervous as fuck bein honest in all these verses
Cus' yall prolly think Im lit but Im still struggling and searchin'
I tear myself to pieces when my work is less than perfect
And my work is never perfect so imagine how Im hurtin' uh
Im never okay, Im never doing fine
Everytime you ask I say Im good but thats a motha'fuckin' lie
I truly understand how people lose they mind
And if you not showin' sympathy, to me thats a crime uh
Dont start lookin at me different when you realize that Im human too
I feel like Im accustomed to lose
Uh yea
I get validation from views
Uh yea
Sometimes Im the weakest in the room
Facts
I guess you gotta be a man to know that
I struggle with forgiving myself, wish I could go back
Redo a couple things and hurt less people from my throwbacks
But everytime I fuck up Ima be a man and own that yea
I wish a sorry could erase the shit I did
Instead of being forced to replay this shit in my head
Yea
Ima flawed man
Im far from perfect
All this honesty just put me on the spot so was it worth it
Uh yea
Was it worth it
Did everything you do have a purpose
I hope you realize Im just a person
Uh
And Im damaged under my surface uh
Yea
Yea
Was it worth it
Did everything you do have a purpose
I hope you realize Im just a person
Uh
And Im damaged under my surface uh