Carla the Poet, Midnight Jaguar - Insecure Lyrics

Insecure
Feel my lower self is taking over, here's the floor
Take me back to days where I could barely speak and more
Crushing on my lover never hurt so much, I'm sore
From working on this love I have for self, see now I'm torn
What do you want
Brewing up a storm
Feeling like a pawn, I'm the muse of my art
Where's the sauce
Can't take no L's or loss
Lessons learned through heart, All I could think is
This is settling, here's the jealousy
Then there's never be, where you want to be
Breathing fallacies, choose your destiny
Who you gonna be, what do you want
I thought you wanted to be my best-friend
I thought you loved me
I feel amazing, I ain't gone chase it
Just grace them, my presence breaking
Grounds in the basement
No fading away, I gave them a way
I'm paving
They ask for the fade, I tape them
You ain't gone gauge me
Breakthrough, breakthrough
Breakthrough
Where my freedom
Feeling boxed up
Dream of cash filling pockets as my body throbs
Been heavy lately questioning every mention
I'm not feeling any extension from the arms attention
I've been craving anything anything and everything
To the side of me lays all my urgencies to wedding rings
Terrified of sleeping and dreaming clouded fears of things
This is settling, here's the jealousy
Then there's never be, where you want to be
Breathing fallacies, choose your destiny
Who you gonna be, what do you want
I thought you wanted to be my best-friend
I thought you loved me
I feel amazing, I ain't gone chase it
Just grace them, my presence breaking
Grounds in the basement
No fading away, I gave them a way
I'm paving
They ask for the fade, I tape them
You ain't gone gauge me
Breakthrough, breakthrough
Breakthrough
It don't even matter, I just skip the chatter
Under-wraps in batter, Eat it for the moment
Climb back up the latter, take the trip to Saturn
Keep the lesson after, I wasn't ever hopeless
I thought you wanted to be my best-friend
I thought you loved me
I feel amazing, I ain't gone chase it
Just grace them, my presence breaking
Grounds in the basement
No fading away, I gave them a way
I'm paving
They ask for the fade, I tape them
You ain't gone gauge me
Breakthrough, breakthrough
Breakthrough

Insecure
Feel my lower self is taking over, here's the floor
Take me back to days where I could barely speak and more
Crushing on my lover never hurt so much, I'm sore
From working on this love I have for self, see now I'm torn
What do you want
Brewing up a storm
Feeling like a pawn, I'm the muse of my art
Where's the sauce
Can't take no L's or loss
Lessons learned through heart, All I could think is
This is settling, here's the jealousy
Then there's never be, where you want to be
Breathing fallacies, choose your destiny
Who you gonna be, what do you want
I thought you wanted to be my best-friend
I thought you loved me
I feel amazing, I ain't gone chase it
Just grace them, my presence breaking
Grounds in the basement
No fading away, I gave them a way
I'm paving
They ask for the fade, I tape them
You ain't gone gauge me
Breakthrough, breakthrough
Breakthrough
Where my freedom
Feeling boxed up
Dream of cash filling pockets as my body throbs
Been heavy lately questioning every mention
I'm not feeling any extension from the arms attention
I've been craving anything anything and everything
To the side of me lays all my urgencies to wedding rings
Terrified of sleeping and dreaming clouded fears of things
This is settling, here's the jealousy
Then there's never be, where you want to be
Breathing fallacies, choose your destiny
Who you gonna be, what do you want
I thought you wanted to be my best-friend
I thought you loved me
I feel amazing, I ain't gone chase it
Just grace them, my presence breaking
Grounds in the basement
No fading away, I gave them a way
I'm paving
They ask for the fade, I tape them
You ain't gone gauge me
Breakthrough, breakthrough
Breakthrough
It don't even matter, I just skip the chatter
Under-wraps in batter, Eat it for the moment
Climb back up the latter, take the trip to Saturn
Keep the lesson after, I wasn't ever hopeless
I thought you wanted to be my best-friend
I thought you loved me
I feel amazing, I ain't gone chase it
Just grace them, my presence breaking
Grounds in the basement
No fading away, I gave them a way
I'm paving
They ask for the fade, I tape them
You ain't gone gauge me
Breakthrough, breakthrough
Breakthrough