Carbine C - Grazing Reality Lyrics

Split a brick and flipped with some other shit
Then mine for the mack
Flat black lungs from the sack
Spending racks to fly tracks
Sober so whack yuh yuh
Got a few songs ain't fuckin with
But homies jammin' it in the whip
So show my progression
“Man C’s in recession”
Nah leveling up fuckin up my health
Oh well stacking my wealth with stealth
With my homeboy Hayter
Selling faders to the music haters
Sitting home so low
Planning my career
But death is near
So hear me convey
Before I meet my mere demise
Look into my eyes
Ignore red and dry you will feel my pain
Wanna release get the motherfuckin bane
Slowly ripped from sane
Fuck it huck my will deep in the muck
Bring da motherfuckin ruckus
Fuck with us out the tabs no more selling dabs bud pills lean selling that all in the past
Tryna rap fast and a get a stack fast
So I'm spitting or hitting the road
Trying to possess control over the soul I never sold
But hold it all on the line tryna sign the dotted line
Die a loathing loser he was a chronic user
Needless to say an abuser
He would never leave her
Ever been a believer?
Constant thoughts are just the perceiver
If I'm not a overachiever then this will be my fatal reliever
I won the nominee to be a nobody
Now I’m sitting absently
How could this be?
Such a empty mind can destroy so many lives
But alas just want to break the bad light
Thats in the dome
Shoot yourself when family ain't home
Call the popo before i drop to the floor oh no
No words can take me back
Prove fiction from fact
Fuck your conscious
Cant properly portray Corey in this reality
Haunting me inside cant turn 360
Maybe when i was 16
But shit got twisty
Read the book met the gypsy
Got tipsy now im feeling guilty
Night was wispy from the whisky
Determined to trip next
Evaluate and relieve this hex
But it got complex so just read the text
Project at my moms duplex
Now I respect subjects
Past life I withheld the dark one
Now I'm looking up praising the sun
Wondering is this my last life?
Fuck it I've progressed
But I'm depressed this can't be my best
I'm sorry for whats expressed
No longer a distress
Conquering my quest
With my half that's my best
Sinful life but now blessed
But internally I'm oppressed
Get away from it all
Drawl out our brawl and call it a draw
All good understood
I could give a fuck cause
I don't wait for applause
Thelemites is the closest to serenity
Such a obscenity
Can finally lead to an identity
How was i so empty?
Dissociation no hesitation meet my damnation
Study the laws of realms just to spend my life in this hell
Take me to serenity where i can see my true form; my true will

Split a brick and flipped with some other shit
Then mine for the mack
Flat black lungs from the sack
Spending racks to fly tracks
Sober so whack yuh yuh
Got a few songs ain't fuckin with
But homies jammin' it in the whip
So show my progression
“Man C’s in recession”
Nah leveling up fuckin up my health
Oh well stacking my wealth with stealth
With my homeboy Hayter
Selling faders to the music haters
Sitting home so low
Planning my career
But death is near
So hear me convey
Before I meet my mere demise
Look into my eyes
Ignore red and dry you will feel my pain
Wanna release get the motherfuckin bane
Slowly ripped from sane
Fuck it huck my will deep in the muck
Bring da motherfuckin ruckus
Fuck with us out the tabs no more selling dabs bud pills lean selling that all in the past
Tryna rap fast and a get a stack fast
So I'm spitting or hitting the road
Trying to possess control over the soul I never sold
But hold it all on the line tryna sign the dotted line
Die a loathing loser he was a chronic user
Needless to say an abuser
He would never leave her
Ever been a believer?
Constant thoughts are just the perceiver
If I'm not a overachiever then this will be my fatal reliever
I won the nominee to be a nobody
Now I’m sitting absently
How could this be?
Such a empty mind can destroy so many lives
But alas just want to break the bad light
Thats in the dome
Shoot yourself when family ain't home
Call the popo before i drop to the floor oh no
No words can take me back
Prove fiction from fact
Fuck your conscious
Cant properly portray Corey in this reality
Haunting me inside cant turn 360
Maybe when i was 16
But shit got twisty
Read the book met the gypsy
Got tipsy now im feeling guilty
Night was wispy from the whisky
Determined to trip next
Evaluate and relieve this hex
But it got complex so just read the text
Project at my moms duplex
Now I respect subjects
Past life I withheld the dark one
Now I'm looking up praising the sun
Wondering is this my last life?
Fuck it I've progressed
But I'm depressed this can't be my best
I'm sorry for whats expressed
No longer a distress
Conquering my quest
With my half that's my best
Sinful life but now blessed
But internally I'm oppressed
Get away from it all
Drawl out our brawl and call it a draw
All good understood
I could give a fuck cause
I don't wait for applause
Thelemites is the closest to serenity
Such a obscenity
Can finally lead to an identity
How was i so empty?
Dissociation no hesitation meet my damnation
Study the laws of realms just to spend my life in this hell
Take me to serenity where i can see my true form; my true will