Cara King, Maya La Maya - Numb Lyrics

It's hard to be creative
Cause I feel this shit in HD
Manic then I'm panicking
Yeah you must think I'm crazy
People say I'm always high
Well I'm just tryna function
Tell me it's unhealthy
That's between me and my lungs, son
Coming home to the joint like a lighthouse
Light that boy up, cuz I'm tryna get blackout
Coming home to the joint like a lighthouse
Light that boy up, cuz I'm tryna get blackout
Put me in rice
Maybe that'll fix me
I been so high
My life's a little blurry lately
Numb
Wanna be
Numb
Tryna be
Numb
Wanna be
Numb
People say just lighten up
Man I'm not sad I'm anxious
Have you tried just smiling more?
Yeah thanks for the advice sis
Wanna be invited out
But I hate leaving home so
Only time I don't feel lonely
Is when I'm alone though
Pass that blunt
Hitting through my paralysis dull my psychosis immobilized
Pack that punch
Popping pills to get rid of the feelings emotions so polarized
Babe you don't know half what I juggle
My temple was glorious now it's in rubble
No you can't see the pain
But if you could feel it you'd go insane let me rage
Give me a minute
Pushing the paper green for a living
Don't have the energy don't wanna listen got
Feet on the ceiling hands up trynna steady myself from the drinking
Trip on a line of my Faverin dose
No I won't give you a sip of my coke
I been roughing it toughing it never enough-ing it
Love it until I've run out of the smoke
It would be nice
Wish I wasn't conscious
Living my life
Only on the surface
It would be nice
If I wasn't depressed
Wouldn't get high
Cause I wouldn't need it
Wish i was
Loved
Wish I was
Loved
Wish I was
Loved
Wanna be
Loved
Tryna be
Loved
Wish i was
Loved
Wish i was
Loved
Wish i was
Loved
Put me in rice
Maybe that'll fix me
I been so high
My life's a little blurry lately
Numb
Tryna be
Numb
Wanna be
Numb
Tryna be
Numb

It's hard to be creative
Cause I feel this shit in HD
Manic then I'm panicking
Yeah you must think I'm crazy
People say I'm always high
Well I'm just tryna function
Tell me it's unhealthy
That's between me and my lungs, son
Coming home to the joint like a lighthouse
Light that boy up, cuz I'm tryna get blackout
Coming home to the joint like a lighthouse
Light that boy up, cuz I'm tryna get blackout
Put me in rice
Maybe that'll fix me
I been so high
My life's a little blurry lately
Numb
Wanna be
Numb
Tryna be
Numb
Wanna be
Numb
People say just lighten up
Man I'm not sad I'm anxious
Have you tried just smiling more?
Yeah thanks for the advice sis
Wanna be invited out
But I hate leaving home so
Only time I don't feel lonely
Is when I'm alone though
Pass that blunt
Hitting through my paralysis dull my psychosis immobilized
Pack that punch
Popping pills to get rid of the feelings emotions so polarized
Babe you don't know half what I juggle
My temple was glorious now it's in rubble
No you can't see the pain
But if you could feel it you'd go insane let me rage
Give me a minute
Pushing the paper green for a living
Don't have the energy don't wanna listen got
Feet on the ceiling hands up trynna steady myself from the drinking
Trip on a line of my Faverin dose
No I won't give you a sip of my coke
I been roughing it toughing it never enough-ing it
Love it until I've run out of the smoke
It would be nice
Wish I wasn't conscious
Living my life
Only on the surface
It would be nice
If I wasn't depressed
Wouldn't get high
Cause I wouldn't need it
Wish i was
Loved
Wish I was
Loved
Wish I was
Loved
Wanna be
Loved
Tryna be
Loved
Wish i was
Loved
Wish i was
Loved
Wish i was
Loved
Put me in rice
Maybe that'll fix me
I been so high
My life's a little blurry lately
Numb
Tryna be
Numb
Wanna be
Numb
Tryna be
Numb