Camo Valentyne, C.I.V. - Sticking Around Lyrics

I speak upon life When I know more of death
But I'm fighting this fight 'til I've got nothing left
'Til I'm seeing the light and I'll take my last breath
'Til the people know what I've got on my chest
'Cause the way I've been feeling has not been the best
Always stay silent won't mention my stress
Keeping my hope and won't mention it's less
'Cause the way I was brought up I just knew I was blessed
But I know that the fact there's a hole in the back
Of my soul that is black I was built for the track
My body never knew that it was ready to crack
But I probably never would 'cause that's petty and wack
But I know I'm only good and I'm not taking it back
Smiling like I should and I'm sticking with that
It's me against a world that is braced to attack
And I'll face it even when odds have been stacked

Life has been testing me now
My limits get pushed to the ground
Destroy me or maim me, devour or burn me
I swear I'll be sticking around

And that's where I will be it's not fair what you see
When comparing to me
And nobody ever knew what I was daring to be
But if you turn your back you might care when I leave
'Cause I promise that I'm going it's a matter of time
I see the higher purpose got a ladder to climb
And thinking that I'm worthless made me shatter my mind
And though I never let it out I find it sadder to rhyme
About a life that repeats like a pattern to blind
A young life meant to lead and I'm one of a kind
In my strife that I plead puts my life on a line
That I cast to defeat all the demons inside
But I never wanna hide from the ones that said
That I could never have their pride, take their world instead
If the voices never stop then I will show them lead
Because the monster inside is better left off dead

Life has been testing me now
My limits get pushed to the ground
Destroy me or maim me, devour or burn me
I'm sticking around 'til I'm found

You'll find me, don't doubt me
I found my stride, don't care if the toll
Is the rest of my life
No life can dwarf mine
The currency will be my time
To hold back would be a crime
For all me and all my kind
I know it like
These lives that stand behind me
Pushing me to switch from standing
Taking out what I find frightening
Switch up styles I strike like lightning
I know where I'm bound, I'm sticking around 'til I'm found